Temporally claustrophobic

[edgeofshadow]

I call the way I'm feeling "temporally claustrophobic" because it's the best way I can think to describe what this conflict feels like. I feel the pressure of limited time closing in on me, and I'm stretched out for being so anxious over it

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[hypo_mechanic]

I can totally relate to being lonely/or whatever you wanna call it. As I may have told you, I have no friends here except for Chris, and I've tried to reach out to make friends, ie. CL, but not really sticking. There are so many wants I have as well and it just feels like the universe working against me haha

Why not reapply to the JET program again? That sounds so fantastic...

[yaoi_slut]

*hugs* I'm so sorry the anxiety is making you feel like time is running out. And I understand the stress birthdays bring. They make us feel behind in life, like we haven't acheived what we thought we would just yet. x_x I'm gonna be 24 in February, so I have a bit of time, but lately I always get stressed around then, so you aren't alone. I do hope you're able to start calming down and seeing that you ARE young and you DO have time