Sometimes I can't help but think of what is wrong with me if someone doesn't like me back... I keep on doing that today and really shouldn't be. I know I'm cool most of the time and it's his loss. Just got to keep on telling myself that. Ugh. How come crushes can't be a little bit easier to deal with ( Read more... )

Spring is finally here, yay ( Read more... )

Italy for sure this summer.

I'm ready for some growing up.
Can't help but feel a little scared about traveling by myself even though there will be people from NAU going.

School is feeling like such a drag this semester.
I don't think doing the bare minimum is working anymore.

Let's just leave and go to the beach and forget about everything.

No more wasting time on boys.
and on to spending quality time with friends.
Sucks when the nice boy ends up being a jerk just like the rest of 'em.

Life is pretty damn good today.
I lurve it.

I would do anything to constantly feel happy again.

Can't wait for this summer and to get away for a while.
It can't come soon enough.

Thinking about him leaving last night made me soooo sad. I've known him since I was a freshmen here. Weird. I'm going to miss him to death but I am excited to see where he channels his creativity and what comes out of it. I really wish I had become better friends with him but you can't be close with everyone I guess ( Read more... )

So what I thought would be a lame night
ended
AMAZING

thank you god and karma

Thursdays are now my favorite day of the week.
Dancing your heart out at the Rad Pad
Drinking
Best dancers in Flag
oh heck yes, it couldn't be any better

Hanging out with the boy tomorrow... we'll see how it goes
if doesn't show interest.. then movin on.
No time to waste time.

Dear Karma,

Please be nice to me this month. You have been great so far with sending amazing unexpected things. I hope we can keep it going. I promise to keep on being a good person and not be ungrateful for everything that has been sent my way. Thanks.

Love,
Ashley

Can't help but feel a little doubtful

at least I can say I tried

edit: No more being doubtful. Tonight was really nice. He is such a cool down to earth person. I hope I get to hang out with him more.\

Graham sent me videos of Elton John singing Tiny Dancer and Benny and the Jets. Totally made my night. My goal one day is to see Elton John. Oh