Depends on the general feeling of the past few days/hours/whatever. If I have employment it's a motivator. Somedays, especially warm days, my curiosity makes me go for walks or drive to places to walk to. I like to be alone, yet around people...the past year and a half, mostly shame for my lack of a job and life in general, I've taken to finding reasons to not be home when my mother was, and alot of it was bad wastes of time, like getting shitfaced and driving along 75 like I would when visitng nathan. or to ann arbor and sometimes back when i realized times change.
On a good day I get up, work out, shower, showers help, and try to write or paint. I think about alot of things and none really help so to get up I try to occupy myself with thought spurred by action. I dont know Ed. I spent several years mostly laying in bed doing nothing.
Depends on the day. Some days I yank myself out of bed just to go to work, come home, and lie back down. But mostly my crafts get me out of bed. I think "Well if I get up now, go to work and feel accomplished, when I get home I can work on whatever project I have going today."
What keeps me out of bed is Joe. Some days he wears me out, but mostly he keeps me interested in the living world long enough to make sure I get just under the amount of sleep I need.
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If I have employment it's a motivator. Somedays, especially warm days, my curiosity makes me go for walks or drive to places to walk to. I like to be alone, yet around people...the past year and a half, mostly shame for my lack of a job and life in general, I've taken to finding reasons to not be home when my mother was, and alot of it was bad wastes of time, like getting shitfaced and driving along 75 like I would when visitng nathan. or to ann arbor and sometimes back when i realized times change.
On a good day I get up, work out, shower, showers help, and try to write or paint. I think about alot of things and none really help so to get up I try to occupy myself with thought spurred by action. I dont know Ed. I spent several years mostly laying in bed doing nothing.
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What keeps me out of bed is Joe. Some days he wears me out, but mostly he keeps me interested in the living world long enough to make sure I get just under the amount of sleep I need.
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