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[edible_undiez_x]

okay. so much for being happy. i'm now alone and depressed. honestly, i don't think i've ever felt quite this shitty over ONE boy. after a lifetime of harboring my feelings and trusting noone, i gave in. i trusted, and i was betrayed. NEVER AGAIN. i don't want to get into the hideous details, so we'll keep this short and sweet. i get a boyfriend,

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[__0utrage0usz]

wow, i read all of that and that has so much emotion in it i started crying. i'm so sorry babe<3 i really truly am. i know how it feels and it makes me sick to my stomach that there's so many boys out there that just want to carelessly hurt girls, without caring about their feelings. it's okay for you to cry over him, because i've cried over boys too, but sooner or later, you'll realize that he isn't worth crying over. you deserve better and you WILL get better than him, because what he did to you just shows that he's a worthless peice of shit. worthless. not worth anything. i love you <3

p.s. - i'm taking this part "i still care so much, but the thing is I DONT WANNA CARE. i wanna hate him, i wanna step on him like he stepped on me. but that's not who i am. so i just pretend like i'm over it" and putting it on my profile/away message. i liked it THAT much.

[edible_undiez_x]

awww. thank you. i dont write this to make people feel bad for me. i do it to vent. but im glad that SOMEONE out there actually reads this shit and cares how im doing. i appreciate the fact that you boost me up instead of feeling sorry for me. it helps, it really does. your amazing, i only wish we lived closer. IM me if you'd ever like to talk about ANYTHING, because chances are i've been there babe. but im out. thanks doll. much love<3

IM: edible undiez x

[__0utrage0usz]

awe don't worry. i know i don't know you very well but i'm here for you no matter what. that's what friends are for! i don't feel sorry for you, no one should, it's the way girls live their lives. by getting their hearts broken. it's just how it is&every girl is gonna have to learn how to deal with it. where do you live anyways? i live in new york =P i'll be sure to IM you if i need anything, and ANYTIME you feel the need to talk to someone&you don't know who to talk to, you can IM me. i'm usually always online because AIM/AOL is my life<33 so here's my screen name too: babiie x lala o

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[edible_undiez_x]

im a new orleans girl. and i have a feeling you and i will have a deep conversation later on. i probably need to vent to multiple people. this feeling makes me burst inside. thanks again dearie<3

hawt layout!!!

[xspicyxcajunx]

omg your layout iss soo fucking hawt! but anyways yeahh imm soo sorry... i wish that there was something i could do, but hey atleast we have each other.. and girl you know that we have funn <333 jenn

Re: hawt layout!!!

[edible_undiez_x]

aw i love you jenn. holy christ, what would i do without you?

[babydoll09]

oh hun it's gona be alright. u know what, you should probably be the one laughing because HE'S the idiot. iv had something very very similar to that happen to me, and yes i was heart broken but then i realized.. if this kid doesn't even have anything better to say to me than 'fuck u' and he's playin that childish game then really ..is he worth it? i think not. and this lil girl 15 yr. old whore doesn't have shit either because u gota remember he was ultimately cheating on her too. anyway u'll be better soon im sure! *kisses*

[babydoll09]

mandy its keiera ! i read ur entry and i wanna cry <3 i understand what ur going though and im so sorry that he is a meanie ! ur a great person and dont change that ; i absolutly love you and im here anytime u need someone too talk too :D im gonna get going now ill tlak too u later on

lu - keiera

ps loooooooove thee layout

[edible_undiez_x]

yes. things are slowly moving forward. ive been keeping myself extra busy, so i dont really have TIME to think about it. im not all that sad anymore, im just hurt. and i think ill be hurt for a very long time, but hey at least ive learned quite a few things about men. so maybe this will turn out to be a learning experience, not a hurting one.