Really long fucking survey because I'm really fucking bored.
-::- Basics -::-
Name: Lauren
Age: 16
Nicknames: People used to call me Camel
Location: Aiken
Hometown [ or where u were born ]: Waynesboro, VA
righty or lefty: Lefty
zodiac sign: Scorpio
-::- Appearence -::-
Eyes: bluish greenish
Height: I always put 5'5" because it's a nice number, but I really have no idea.
Tattoos: not yet
Tattoos wanted: something on my back - haven't decided what yet, then a mermaid wrapping around my ankle, and I want my clan symbol on my hip
Piercings: none
Piercings Wanted: tongue, eyebrow, nose, nipples, labret, possibly back piercings so I can lace some ribbon though and have a corset effect (that grows out REALLY fast, though)
-::- Love -::-
Special Someone: your mom
Or are you just crushing someone: heh, I've got a couple fuck-friendish possibilities, and that's all I need right now :P
Do they know: I think?
First kiss: I didn't know the guy
First love: Brent - dated for 2 years...
don't you just hate these kind of questions: they're a bit pointless
i do: I guess I have something in common with whoever wrote this
so were moving on..: excellent
-::- Favorites -::-
Color: lately, I've had a particular affinity for green
Food: I'm not big on food. I eat it because if I don't, my stomach starts cramping and that doesn't feel too good.
Band: Nine Inch Nails
Cd: Lords of Acid - Greatest Tits
Song: Flogging Molly - Worst Day Since Yesterday
Movie: All of the movies I own or want to own are my favorites. There are just too many of them. I'm big on movies.
Thing in your room: probably my bed. Just because that's the only place I go when I'm actually home.
Website: sexylosers.com
tv show: don't watch too much tv unless I'm at someone else's place. but then they're watching whatever the fuck they want to watch...
animal: I like a lot of different animals.
state: Louisiana - just because it has New Orleans in it.
shoe: Louis Vuitton.
outfit: I don't know. Something nasty that I've worn for a shoot?
instrument: when I'M playing, it's the piccolo. When I'm listening to something else, I like strings, like violions and cellos and violas and guitars and shit.
store: Trashy.com
restaurant: Mellow Mushroom or the Bowery
fast food: McDonalds or Taco Bell
singer: Trent Reznor
car: I want a Bentley
-::- Room -::-
Color Of walls: you can't see them - they're covered in pictures and shit
What color would you like them to be: I wanted black with a hot pink border around my windows and doors and all, but I haven't gotten around to it yet.
Anything on your walls?: tons
Whats on em?:
-::- Future -::-
Want to be married?: I'm not the marrying type, I don't think. But then again, I don't know if I'm going to meet someone...
How about kids?: no
Job?: I want to perform, I want to travel, I want to sell lingerie at some point, and I want to have a fuckload of fun. I'm not limiting myself to one set career field for the rest of my life, because I know I wouldn't be able to stand that.
Where do you see yourself in five years?: Amsterdam, sitting somewhere drinking liquor and smoking reefer.
Ten years?: Who knows.
Fifteen Years?:
-::- Do you believe in..-::-
God?: no
Love at first sight: it can be attraction at first sight, but love is a lot deeper than just glancing at someone
soul mates: if someone can find a person that they feel just totally click with who they are, then that's great, and if they want to call this person their soul mate then they can go for it.
fate: I haven't decided yet to what extent.
-::- Randomness -::-:
If you had three wishes what would they be?: 1-to have enough money to get myself & my friends out of here so we could all go wherever we wanted to go and do whatever we wanted to do and be happy.
2-rites to Paul's cold, dead body
3-for one person in particular to work things out with their significant other so that he's either with me or with her and not halfway there for either of us... just because that would make our lives a whole lot easier, while unsuspecting girlfriend carries on in her unsuspectingness.
If you could be with one person who would it be?: no idea.
What are your fears?: I'm actually afraid of heights. But that's about as far as it goes. And even then, it's not something that I'm incapable of overcoming.
Whats one thing you couldn't live without?: If I somehow lost a body part or one of my senses, I'd kill myself, and I mean it. I just couldn't adjust my life to be inclusive of some deformity when I rely so heavily on my body and my senses.
You do drugs?: hell yes, and I love it. It drives me sometimes, but it doesn't control me -- just helps me.
If you could have anyone walk in the room RIGHT now who would it be?: either Dita von Teese, Trent Reznor, or one of my friends.
okay who would you NOT want it to be?: my mom? I don't know.
1. Who are you? how am I supposed to explain that to the entirety of the internet when I can't even explain it to myself?
2. What are the 3 most important things everyone should know about you?
a. having fun is always a priority
b. I'm vain, but try to hide it. And although I'm always stuck in the mirror, I will never cease to be amazed at everyone's imperfections and how that enhances their individual perfection.
c. I never stop thinking.
3. When you aren't filling out 2,749 question surveys like this one what are you doing? all kinds of shit
4. List your classes in school from the ones you like the most to the ones you like the least.
1- Art History
2- Theater
3- World Civ.
4- English
5- Music Theory
6- Band
5. What is your biggest goal for this year? hah. not get kicked out of college for all of my absences :P
6. Where will you be in 5 years? dead with Paul on top of me.
7. What do you want to be when you grow up? your best nightmare.
10. What song sums up your life right now? the second movement of Beethoven's Apassionata
13. Does time really heal all wounds? it might. I'm not really working off of much time, here, but I guess if you end up forgiving everything when you're on your deathbed or some shit then yeah.
14. How do you handle a rainy day? I chill really hard?
15. Which is worse...losing your luggage or having to sort out tangled holiday lights? I've never been on a plane, and I'm usually out getting drunk when my mom & my sister are setting up the xmas shit, so I don't know.
16. How is your relationship with your parents? well let's see -- my dad's on the other side of the country, and I never really see my mom because I'm always running around doing shit. when I'm home, either I'm asleep or she's at work. So we all get along really well.
17. Will you miss them when they are gone? "Death's kind of an evolution. You close your eyes, you let your mammal self go, and somewhere your soul is unearthed, but in the earth."
18. How do you want to make your living when you grow up? doing something I enjoy
23. What is the most physically painful thing that has ever happened to you? I broke my tailbone once. Shut my pinkie toe in a car door... that's about it. I like to think that I have a high pain threshhold.
24. What is the most emotionally painful thing that has ever happened to you? I never quite got over the pain of losing Brent, and since I wouldn't accept the pain, I ended up suffering. And I've been suffering because of that relationship for so long now that I can't really let myself into another relationship. It just went so wrong...
27. Do you have a lot to learn? everyone fucking does. you never stop learning.
31. What 3 things do you want to do before you die?
a. finish writing my life down
b. get fucked up one last time (which will probably be how I die, by the way)
c. tell everyone I know how I feel about them and tell whoever I need to tell that I love them, etc.
34. What does each decade make you think of:
10's: parts of my porn collection, WWI, the clothing
20's: flappers, parts of my porn collection
30's: parts of my porn collection flash though my mind
40's: Dita, WWII, and a lot of kinky shit that's on my hard drive
50's: my mom being born, the clothes of the decade, Bettie Page, and Grease
60's: marijuana
70's: the acid wave & Vietnam
80's: a lot of bad clothes and a little bit of good music
90's: my childhood
2000 (so far): it's actually going to be hard for me to remember this decade in the future. Which means that it was good.
35. Which decade do you feel you belong in and why? I think I'd be good in the 20s. Because everything was pretty hedonistic. Really, though, I'm more of a centuries-ago kind of girl, not a 1900s-era girl.
38. What's your favorite tv channel to watch in the middle of the night? GPTV.
39. What Disney villain are you the most like and why? Couldn't tell you.
41. If you were traveling to another continent would you rather fly or take a boat? Depends on if it's the Queen Mary or some shit that I'd be taking...
42. Why is the sky blue during the day and black at night? the daytime sky is blue because it's sad and it wants to be the beautiful black night sky. heh.
44. Would you rather explore the deeps of the ocean or outer space? I don't rightly know. There's only so far down in the ocean that our technology can go, and there's only so far out into space that we can travel, too, so either way, the exploration is limited, although I think space is definatley the one we need to worry about exploring. Since people keep asking stupid questions about intelligent life forms and if this world's an acorn that a squirrel is holding and there's a whole tree full of acorns that this one squirrel has and think about the other squirrells in the other trees on the other campuses on other continents on other planets. Yeah I'll just stop right there and go to the next one.
45. Word association
what's the first word that comes to mind when you see the word:
air: g string
meat: penis
different: penis
pink: pussy
deserve: submission
white: pale
Elvis: eww
cilantro: kitchen counter
hearts: eating
clash: music
pulp: fiction
46. If you could meet any person who is dead and famous who would you want it to be? Mary Queen of Scots, Robert the Bruce, Cleopatra, Dali, Sargent, Goethe, Ovid, Voltaire, I don't even know who all else. There are way too many people I'd have to brain-pick.
46. What if you could meet anyone alive and famous? Either Trent Reznor or Dita. They're the only ones on my immediate list.
47. Is there a movie that you love so much you could watch it everyday? I have several
48. You are going to be stuck alone in an elevator for a week. What do you bring to do? a hot girl, a guy with a thick cock, some beef jerkey, orange soda, cigarettes, and a camera.
49. What one cd would you bring to listen to for that week (no mixed cd's..must be an album)? I didn't list CD player as one of my essential items, therefore I'm exempt from this question.
56. Have you ever seen a rainbow? who hasn't?
57. Have you ever dreamt a dream that came true? of course
58. have you ever been to a psychic/tarot reader? no
59. What is your idea of paradise? I don't rightly know.
60. Do you believe in heaven and if so what is it like? heaven is an orgasm.
61. Do you believe in Hell. if so, what would it look like? an orgy where all participants had razorblade tongues and fiery sex organs, but an insatiable lust. heh, I don't know.
68. Where is the most fun place you have EVER been? in my pants
69. Is your hair it's natural color? yeah
70. Do you have any deep dark secrets? several.
71. What is under your bed right now? nothing - my matress is on the floor
72. If you were in the land of oz what would you ask the wizard for? rough sex
73. If you drive do you frequently speed? I try to be cautious because I CAN'T be pulled over driving. Since I don't have a license yet.
78. Would you consider yourself to be romantic? In the dark way, not so much in the bring roses and take you to dinner and a movie way.
79. If the earth stopped rotating would we all fly off? Why don't we stop it and find out. Who the fuck writes these questions anyway?
80. What is the one thing that you love to do so much that you would make sacrifices to be able to do it? Performance, apparently, since I'm pulling all kinds of strings lately to be able to do it to my heart's content. No, I'm just kidding. It's sex & drugs. Final answer.
83. Would you rather give up listening to music or watching television? TV
87. What was the last thing you paid for? cigarettes
91. If you died but were instantly cloned and the clone retained all of your memories and characteristics and continued living on as you, would it be you? no, it'd be my CLONE, dipshit.
95. If you could pick one food that you could eat all you wanted of forever and not gain a single ounce from what food would it be? I don't worry about weight right now anyway, therefore it's a pointless question because it wouldn't affect my eating habits in any way.
100. You are spending the night alone in the woods and may bring only 3 items with you. what do you bring? heh. a vibrator, a camera, and a cooler full of beer (cigarettes are a given, since they would naturally be on my person anyway, and I'd need them after the drunken filming process).