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[ediblecamel]

I was driving down Richland the other day when I saw some people I really didn't expect I'd ever see again. Samm, along with Lee, who was carrying their baby. Which I suppose she obviously must have had. At the time, I was inspired to think of all the ways my life has changed since last year. But since I am just now getting around to writing it

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Here and Now

[anonymous]

Well, things have come full circle as they always will. Believe it or not, I am happy for you, Lauren. I know things are better for you know and I know that a chapter in both of our lives is now closed. Take care of yourself in the future. I will be out of here on August 19th. So, if I don't see you before then, goodbye.

Brent Lacy

[anonymous]

I don't understand this need of drugs to function. You used to function fine. I think you are just looking for something to blame. Bullshit. You are not crazy, you just think you are. Anyone who says they are crazy are not. The crazed can't admit what they don't know. I guess I am just sad to see you in a stripped down form of what was Lauren. But who am I to say these things to you, I am not your friend anymore. Good luck with things.

Getting on the right track

[crzlauren]

My father was an alcoholic and committed suicide in 1985, and a good percentage of my family takes meds such as Prozac (me included), or something similar. In my first yeat at college, I also used several drugs such as marijuana, coke, opium and Ecstacy. However, I am past all that, and have been clean for almost 2 years now. I found, in retrospect, that the biggest reason that I did all that was due to the people that I was hanging out with, and I did drugs to belong. It didn't help that I dated losers who did drugs on a regular basis, either. As far as my genes go, I used to blame them, since my mother always used to scare me by saying that I would become an alcoholic like my father if I ever touched a sip of alchohol. However, I know how to drink responsibly, and I don't drink until I throw up or start acting stupid.

You have to feel strong about yourself, learn to love yourself and abstain from all the temptations that are thrown your way. Also, throw away all your friends that are a bad influence on you. Even if you end up with

[thirdstringpal]

Ahh, I feel ya...I feel like a shell of my former self myself.

Just sayin hey

[anonymous]

Hey...just wanted to let you know that I am really proud of you for getting your shit together and it is good to see that you are doing so well...isn't Sam and Lee's baby cute as hell? I hope that things continue to go well for you. AND QUIT BEING SUCH A DAMN STRANGER!!!!! lol...be easy and hopefully I will get a chance to talk to you soon....Billy