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[ediebabe]

Here I am at stupid o'clock quietly packing for an all weekend trip I leave for tomorrow. I spent my week doing school and health care stuff knowing that my life might arrive at this late quiet packing. It is fine, the priorities that took front seat paid off well. I got 96% on the test I had missed last week and my studying mojo back. I also

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loss

[zoe_serious]

Hey babe

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[ediebabe]

thanks babe I will call I have been running my ass off with school and doctor tests to see whats up with my gastrointestinal malfunction - its all about the stool samples in the bio hazard bags - literally I been dealing with shit as of late... mine, the kids I nanny, metaphorical shit from the tax man and random junkies on the bus... shit, shit and more shit - then A's in math class - weird huh? Today I'm just ass out broken beyond reason - the brother memory got me bad plus last year a really unique sweet friend fell off a cliff BITF weekend (different party but same weekend, in fact his girlfriend was at our party and he was in some other bush dancing... when I spied her I thought he was there to but nay and then he died so I just never get to see him again - the end) so the anniversery of that is near too - death just doesn't get easier no matter how close it gets or how often I'm affected by it. maybe I need to write letters to the dead. sigh - shit together more now... o.k go... this is me going...