Yesterday was a bust all day but I got a couple movies watched and ate well. Today is all about ignoring house work and getting home work done for Saturday. I'm in a low patch, feeling yucky about things in general. I guess that is just part the scene of living ya ( Read more... )

It's the Muppet Show with our Very Special Guest Star ( Read more... )

My body is tired again today it feels like I weigh a thousand pounds, even my head is groggy. I have not been drinking alcohol at all since the May long weekend and even then I didn't really drink. Basically I don't know the reason for this plummet in energy. The last few days I've been off in my aim as well so far I have bruised my ear by not ( Read more... )

Been waking up tired and late-ish the last week or so which is unusual for me. By the end of each day I have lots accomplished and I flatten right out, not really relaxe just expire for the night. When I have a day off I end up doing something close to nothing no matter what I think I want to do. House work and projects are suffering in light of ( Read more... )

If I need any help at all right now its to be in the moment. To not miss the current moment because I'm still in the one that just passed or the one several ahead of this very one. The last week or so has brought grief, fear and sorrow to my forefront via friends life experiences. I go them, I comfort them and some how I have become numb to ( Read more... )

Yet again I woke up feeling tired and unsettled about how to spend my day so I went to a cafe with my 'puter to work it all out - I only planned on a short while. Hours have lapsed and I must get the hell outta here I don't even know if I accomplished all my internet wishes - I guess that what lists are for. Some how I must learn to schedule this ( Read more... )

Last Thursday on the playground across the street from my house I was so hit on by a Mom and Grandma. They were there with their 3 year old Ella and her new infant brother who slept in a cloth sling that looks much like hammock that one wears. Phun! Anyway I read for a while and minded my own because the 4 year old neighbour boy I mind is an ( Read more... )

1. Going crazy as Pi si supposed to be here already his flight landed at 7:06 a.m and he is not here. Gotta leave the house with books to try to study for a math midterm. Will leave him a note to find me and try not to barf stomach acid while I wait ( Read more... )

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Presto! My pal Dani called me just as I sent off last nights bitchy complainy post last night involving beer and the lack of it in my home. She took me out for beer and nibblies and long talks about everything good, bad and otherwise in our worlds. It was awesome. Life is good again though I am slightly hung over and still have heaps of homework ( Read more... )