So my GP’s office called this afternoon with test results. I went hoping for the best but mentally considering a few dire possibilities for about half the bus ride, the other half I read Thomas Moore’s Soulmates book. Turns out not only am I not pregnant for sure I am also not carrying some ‘exotic’ bacteria. Apparently I’m copying my dearest ( Read more... )

This is as close as I get to checking in with the world these days. Can't get or stay on top of emails or phone calls it seems. Just getting on top of self is about all I can manage any given day. So maybe it is about taking days then... instead of living out everyday as if it is given and I have to make the best possible use of it and hope to ( Read more... )

had mucho dental work done yesterday - now need a fix it apt (4:15 pm today) sigh, have a headache like you wouldn't believe BUT all the aluminium is gone from my mouth finally - I think. Whatever my smile is whiter hahaha. Decorated for the PJ party all day yesterday after dentist - man parties take such work but it'll be worth it. Wish I was ( Read more... )

Sigh. Making all appoinments on time. Learning pertinant up-to-date info. Getting enough sleep and almost enough veggies. Jumping through hoops. Trying not to be stressed out, managing that most of time. Lalala only feeling slightly disconected. WAY behind on emails like WAY but taking 2 seconds for this again instead of peeling through the ( Read more... )

All the guests have gone away. I have drank way to much coffee already today and counted almost all my pennies and rolled them too. Now what? Bunches and bunches of things to do and sun shining and me not knowing where to start. I think it is the peace that is getting me ~ I have not had this kind of quiet for a few weeks at least and it is odd ( Read more... )

I'm getting some shit done here and there, feeling accomplished every other day or so. I'm on the door step of completing my police report again. Which means I have to actually sit down and write. I have 5 things to accomplish by April 01 and this police report is one of the things. Sigh. I've pushed the date a few times now and it's still ( Read more... )

Yo - had insomnia for 3 days now - that kinda half sleep stuff - and now I have ants in my pants in a house full of comedians making dinner, watching dvd's. Blaaaaa. Sigh I'm all super-extra antsy dunno why - it's been a few days of this. Gotta sort more stuff that I just brought from the coast today - more of the pat that I have to deal with. ( Read more... )

omg - still all feverish with bouts of nausia - add PMS - it's so gross. I can't watch one more movie - I'll vomit. Having trouble dealing with myself and certian other people as well. Not that anyone is doing anything wronge per-say, just me being edgy. I got in a cleaning fit for an hour - had the energy woohoo. But now fever trumps energy ( Read more... )

In my sicky-sick poopy experience of my physical form I decided to ask for help and it just came easy. How sweet is that? I have the best friends ever! Yesterday Bitchez drove me to the doctor and waited for over an hour to take home with my perscriptions. Today I said on a internet list of all girls that I needed someone to come make me soup ( Read more... )

I can not recall a time in my adult life where I have been as ill as I am now and not hospitalized. This is day 6 of fever and day 4 of coughing fits beyond belief. I got on it right away with teas and ginger and all the good stuff - even rest. To no avail though yesterday I had to go to the doctor with tummy and back muscles pulled and no ( Read more... )