What you are doing is missing somebody. Sucks, doesn't it? I have a feeling, that with the weird relationship you and Roy have, an email and a drunken message will fit in just fine. And I'm sure he's okay, really. And how would he know these things if you never told him? What exactly are these things that you want anyway? Do you think if he were here that he could give them to you?
What do I want? Do I ever know what I want?educatedguessDecember 10 2005, 14:54:55 UTC
I guess I want all the things that he and I spoke about. I want to sail around the world with him, picking up odd jobs in each port. And I want to read to him before we go to sleep. And I want to wake him up the next morning with all over kisses.
I want it all.
The problem is (and I'm being realistic here...) that I'm leaving for 150 days. And I don't know what will happen in Ghana..or Italy.. (although I met everyone in the program yesterday, and unless I become at least bisexual which I'm pretty freakin' close to anyway (been contemplating changing facebook for a long time now), the pickin's are slim). We never spoke about any sort of commitment because, well, it would be silly. I don't want to pine away for someone the whole time. Not happening. But he's almost done with his service. And it'd sure be nice to be able to feel him beside me.
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I have a feeling, that with the weird relationship you and Roy have, an email and a drunken message will fit in just fine. And I'm sure he's okay, really.
And how would he know these things if you never told him? What exactly are these things that you want anyway? Do you think if he were here that he could give them to you?
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I want it all.
The problem is (and I'm being realistic here...) that I'm leaving for 150 days. And I don't know what will happen in Ghana..or Italy.. (although I met everyone in the program yesterday, and unless I become at least bisexual which I'm pretty freakin' close to anyway (been contemplating changing facebook for a long time now), the pickin's are slim). We never spoke about any sort of commitment because, well, it would be silly. I don't want to pine away for someone the whole time. Not happening. But he's almost done with his service. And it'd sure be nice to be able to feel him beside me.
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