aw, i must say, i'm a bit surprised/offended, but ah well. byeeee tina, it was fun while it lasted. ill miss you. sorry i sucked at being a good lj friend.
i didn't really think you'd notice, i got the feeling you weren't really interested, y'know? much as i like/d you, and liked reading your posts, i was also kind of offended that you don't want to see Jess[or me, but whatever 8D]...i had the feeling that you guys went way back, maybe i was mistaken?
i'm sorry that you felt that. it's not that i don't want to see you and jess .. it's that i'm terrified to lose what i (hope i still) have with jess when she sees me. i'm kind of weird and awkward and probably not the best in social situations. i'm also really kind of anal when it comes to keeping my 'real' (for lack of a better word) life separate from my 'online' life. i didn't realise my not feeling comfortable with meeting you guys was offensive - i love both of you, and yes - jess and i went go way back ... i didn't realise you guys would actually be disappointed, lol. i'm really sorry you were offended, i loved being your lj friend and getting to know you both because i think you're an awesome person and because i know how much you mean to jess. i'm sorry that we had to end it on a sour note (?) ... i'll still always think of you fondly, and hopefully see you around jess' journal every now and then ♥
i'm not sure it would be less awkward if you bumped into her on the street, y'know? but i kind of understand what you mean [but not really x__o] most of the time when reading your lj, i felt like there was this little club i was missing out on, as i had no real idea what was going on in your life since we never really got the chance to "talk". i don't know, maybe i'm overreacting?
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aw, i must say, i'm a bit surprised/offended, but ah well. byeeee tina, it was fun while it lasted. ill miss you. sorry i sucked at being a good lj friend.
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much as i like/d you, and liked reading your posts, i was also kind of offended that you don't want to see Jess[or me, but whatever 8D]...i had the feeling that you guys went way back, maybe i was mistaken?
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it's not that i don't want to see you and jess .. it's that i'm terrified to lose what i (hope i still) have with jess when she sees me. i'm kind of weird and awkward and probably not the best in social situations. i'm also really kind of anal when it comes to keeping my 'real' (for lack of a better word) life separate from my 'online' life. i didn't realise my not feeling comfortable with meeting you guys was offensive - i love both of you, and yes - jess and i went go way back ... i didn't realise you guys would actually be disappointed, lol. i'm really sorry you were offended, i loved being your lj friend and getting to know you both because i think you're an awesome person and because i know how much you mean to jess. i'm sorry that we had to end it on a sour note (?) ... i'll still always think of you fondly, and hopefully see you around jess' journal every now and then ♥
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most of the time when reading your lj, i felt like there was this little club i was missing out on, as i had no real idea what was going on in your life since we never really got the chance to "talk". i don't know, maybe i'm overreacting?
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