I have an ungodly head cold. If you've ever seen my nose, I think the entirety of my illness fits within it. Therefore, that's a lot of cold to have in one skinny boy ( Read more... )

Birmingham, Alabama is the worst place I have ever been in my life.

There is a week of my life wasted there that I will never get back.

all the girls are dying their hair black like mourning.

i'm learning to use a sword.

i'm learning that I'm more complicated than is healthy.

If one reads my entire journal, they'll see that I've made this announcement before ( Read more... )

Woke up this morning with my throat swelling closed ( Read more... )

I am lonely.

Sitting in this house that is too big for me to be in by myself is driving me crazy. Also, if I don't find at least one roommate soon, I'll have to move elsewhere--which is not something I'd like to do.

I should really just delete all these words after typing them.

I am looking to be able to love myself. Somewhere, I was happy. I will dig to find it. When I find that time, carved, cut into slivers, and hidden underground, I will dust it off and remember ( Read more... )

Now that they have both moved out, I'm alone in this house. It makes noises. Noises that scare and alarm me. I'm currently huddled in a corner with the computer and an aluminum baseball bat.

I'm going fucking crazy.

And. I'm lonely.

Opening night went very well. Good stuff. I'm nearly looking forward to doing it again tonight ( Read more... )

I stretch out my mind. I unclench my fingers. I try not to slouch. I try to straighten my back. Stand up. Fly right ( Read more... )