omg. so i was online and finally talked to Asuka, since shes always working or running around u can never get ahold of her, and she wanted to go to Chinatown and i was like hells ya b/c im a nerd like that and love it there. i almost cry everytime i see a sword and throwing knives and best of all syes(sp?)(daggers). they r sooo f*in hott. i want ( Read more... )

well i've given up on love after my break up with Miroku. i mean i always thought love didn't exist b/c of my lack of it, my 1st and only bf i got in jr year, but then i thought i had it then it didn't work out and now i've gone back to old ways. only like or lust for me. i mean i think maybe im afraid of love. is that possible? to be afraid of ( Read more... )

ok well the last couple of days or the last week has been full of good and bad events. I found out Luigi likes another...hes still cute...but it doesn't matter much anymore. hes a good guy i just dont really like him like him anymore. of course finals r a bitch. im hopin i passed. but *crosses fingers* hehehe. works been hectic b/c of the holiday ( Read more... )

ok i've realized i really like Luigi.i mean hes cute, funny, and the list goes on. now all i need to know is if he likes me back. im not one to make the first move but it would be easier if i knew he likes me back so it won't be awkward. u know? but i realized this the other day. i picked up my friend Grizzly and took him to skool with me to meet ( Read more... )

well tonight i went bowling with a "few" friends. lol. a lot of ppl went. AWESOME ASSHOLE (if u can't tell im really excited about him going cuz he FUCKING ROX and i luv him so) his friend BuiltBuddy, Naru, Grizzly, LesbianLuver, CrazyAussi, GermanHo, and some other ppl that ill prolly never see again so i wont name them. but omg i havent seen ( Read more... )

well this one was another random hoping around one so ill get to the point. at the mall and walkin around with RedLegato and we run into Susej and Luigi. hehehe ok heres the best part. in my last journal i said it was really cute when Luigi and Susej talk about their games.....well here Luigi was telling me about his games...and naturally i wasn't ( Read more... )

well my journals get kinda old since i don't write much. but im hoping to change this. since only the ppl i truely trust know about this site now i can write my true feelings. woot woot. but anywho. theres no more drama with Vicious anymore. that pretty much subsided and hes taken himself out of my life. sux only sometimes b/c now i have all my ( Read more... )

ok...well i really only want like 2 maybe 3 ppls input on this.......but yeah...recently i've been questioning my relationship with my current bf M. b/c feels more like we r friends and im sorta drifting away from him...it just doesn't feel the same for me...u know? but yeah and since that time...i've started having feelings for V. (not me just the ( Read more... )

wow long time no write only b/c no one reads or comments anymore...so yeah...i stopped....but i'd figure i'd try this again.....get some things off my chest.....well me and Miroku have been together now for about 1 year 5 months...yay....but lately i've been getting confused and sorta distant from him...b/c we hardly talked or saw each other...and ( Read more... )

well this weekend has been great so far. OMG. on friday i got to hang with anny(best guy ever)(real names anthony) and chris(best guy friend) for like two hours. then both of them left and Tim came over. since it was out 10 month. can u believe that!?!?! 10 months. its great. i love him sooo much. anyway back to the weekend. we hung out till 930ish ( Read more... )