i wonder if the love of my life really does care???? he says he does and at times he shows it but i do have the lingering thoughts and some of his actions show he doesn't even care. today was great until G.P. Chris told me about Miroku going to Ashley's house. i've talked to Miroku about this before but i guess he doesn't care. and he didn't even ( Read more... )

ok well today i had to take senior pictures. and i've been kinda stressing because i never have good hair days when it comes to taking pictures but today my step mom bought some hair products and did my hair and it came out great. i'm sooooooo happy. but i only got to see Miroku for like 30 minutes when him,GothicVicious,and the Player came over. ( Read more... )

hey sorry i haven't written in a long time but school got kinda tuff and all the drama kept happening and it was hard to get the time to write in a stupid journal. but now its summer and i have all this free time. a lot has happened since the last time i wrote. miroku and the black widow broke up for there own reasons but i still feel i had ( Read more... )

sorry one thing. me and Dimitry are fine now so obviously me and Ashley are fine too. ok see ya

hey well sorry I didn't write for a long time but you know I had a lot of homework and other stuff on my mind. ok I guess Ill just start with the most important thing on my mind. well a little while ago The Black Widow and Miroku started going out and I was fine with it until just recently I realized that I was starting to like Miroku again. just ( Read more... )

Well recently we had a runaway in our group. It was Dimitry Agee. What a dumb fuck. Who runs away because their parents won't let him see his girlfriend for 1 day. Isn't that a stupid reason? Well yeah so mostly all week we spent most of lunch looking to see if we could find Dimitry at lunch. Most of the time we found him hanging with Ashley ( Read more... )

hey well sorry I haven't written in a long while but I have been really busy. Well my b-day was on the 21st of November and it was soo good. In the morning I didn't get to visit with all my friends because they were all signing my card that I wan't aloud to have yet. At lunch I got a lot of hugs which is good. I got a lot of food like McDonalds at ( Read more... )

Well yesterday I wore a shirt that I wouldn't normally wear to school because its a low v-neck shirt and I don't wear shirts like that cause its not me at all. I kept my sweater on most of the day cause I am very insecure about myself mainly my boobs plus Asuka always makes fun of my supposedly "big boobs"!! At lunch it was a blast except Red ( Read more... )

School was ok. Today was anime club and it was fun considering I had no idea what we were watching cause I haven't been there in a while. During school was pretty much a bore because hello its school. You can't have fun there. Dammit I have a Chemistry Test tomorrow its gonna be really hard. anywho??? Well almost everyone got to read my journal ( Read more... )

Well today was an all out good day I think. This morning it was raining and I had to walk (which sucked) but Poe Bear and Spinner picked me up at Jack in the Box and drove me to skool. Then I talked to Silverfire and she says that she doesn't like the whole Dimitry and Ashley thing either and she also believes that Dimitry is fucking with Ashley's ( Read more... )