you only think you understandbr_eyed_girlJanuary 12 2005, 18:03:19 UTC
i'm glad to know that even though it's no one's fault, it's mostly mine. i'll admit that i'm pushing but you can't even begin to understand how i feel. and your wrong about the whole courtney thing. i feel uncomfortable around you, she has nothing to do with it. you hurt me and i am upset about it. i can't talk to you anymore because your not the same e that you were then. i feel like now your just throwing out words to try and make me feel some kind of artificial happy. well you know what, i don't want that. maybe someday i deal with my problem, but you can fix me, so don't try. i wish you could understand that i'm not mad. i'm not mad my fucking heart hurts! i wish that i could just snap my fingers and make everything better but that's not how it works. i miss you, i miss the ways things were but that's over and done with. what happens next -- who knows? i hope that we can get through this and still have some kind of friendship. please don't tell me lies, i can't handle that. and please please don't hate me or
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