what exactly did i do to deserve your dumping of me? I see you n i cant take it i wanna cry but i cant i musnt! if i do itd make everything horrible and i dotn know what u expect of me
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i no im sorry you didnt do anything! its all me ive told you that. it kills me that all day you try to avoid me and you go out of your way to get away from me and you cant even share my locker b.c it hurts you to much. that kills me. i wish you could at least try it. it seemed like you didnt even want to. i have had the worst day all year and it sounds like you have to and im sorry that that is because of me! i really am. i want to be your friend i really do! even in the OC they end up being friends again. i dont want to make you cry and it kills me to see you like this! this isnt the edwin i luv! please get out of this mood now! i hate seeing you like this. it tears me up. and knowing its because of me makes me feel 1000000000X worse. i wish it didnt have to be this way. again im sorry and i hope someday you will feel differently and you will try not to avoid me.
i wish i felt better too but im a sensitive guy and it kills me that u took this decision as i think its really out of the blue and i also wish so much that i could understand it but i really dont cuz who did u do it for (u dont hav to answer).. what is ur reason what i think ur reason is seemed silly cuz itd really b somethin we talk over rather than breakin up for and ppl r asking me n sometiems i just dont kn owhat wto sayahh oh welllllllllllllllllllllllllll :( i do think u misunderstood my behaviour tho cuz i dindt try to avoid u. well except after 2nd period cuz i had no idea how to act n my depression led me to just leaving and if i saw u i saw if i dindt i dindt. after 3rd period u left me not u and u told me to com over n id id.. but really what for? u told me nothing and if i spoke n e thing i just couldnt noo in the oc actually seth and summer arnt friends because its always been hard for them to b just friends id otn kno im still confused i thought we were perfect i had a greater reason to go to skool for than just friends
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edwin i understand ur emoness, i will get better eventually, it always does. i love u so much ur the greatest i hope u atleast liked all my hugs i gave u today and u dont hav to smile for anyone if u dont want to!
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<3 always Rachel
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feel better edwin. =( id talk to you, but im no help at all. but eeps. >.< keep your chin up.
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