I always had a dream ( Read more... )

I was two years old when I first stepped on the grounds of my Alma Mater, Holy Rosary College, formerly known as Holy Rosary Academy. I was really excited to go to school, even at my very young age. I even told my mother to leave the school before she entered the pre-school building, and I remember the exact words I said, “Ma, alis ka na, magagalit ( Read more... )

When the clock at my room strikes at midnight ( Read more... )

Darkness, it is all I see, all I know ( Read more... )

There is always a second chance for us
But for some there is nothing they can do
All of their hopes will be out of the blue
Nobody gave them a clue
They are pleading for them not to lie
So they are willing to pursue
Even if it causes them to die
So, as time goes by,
They looked for hope, but all that they did was to cry.

Time has passed, but I still can’t find a clue
I think all of my hopes have faded now
What will happen now, what can I still do?
I am ashamed of myself, I must vow
I have no plans in life, so how?
I am now in a state of depression
That may last forever, with much tension.

I wish I was a bird
That can fly high in the sky
I have never been absurd
I have never dreamt so high
But I know that can’t be true
I am just a human being that cannot fly
I don’t want to be so blue
So I will not lie,
Somebody, give me a clue.

Why is my destiny so rude?
I gave all that I can
I did everything that I could
But I can’t get a pen.

Since I was young I was striving
To be nice, to be good
But nobody was listening
I can’t express the mood.

Can I choose between right and wrong?
Can I understand all?
Should I sing a song all day long?
For you might see me fall.

Can’t you just let me make my dreams come true,
And let me be happy even just once?
Will you just let me be forever blue?
Will you let it burst, the vein where blood runs?
Please give it to me, give me just one clue
If you’ll leave me behind or use your guns
I beg you, answer me so I can see
I need you in my life, so stay with me.

Do you know what it feels like,
When you feel so alone in the dark night?
It irritates me that it makes me mad
Because I cannot find the brightest light
That would make me a person who is glad
But something in me blocks my very sight
I cannot figure out this something now
I’ll stay in the dark and this is a vow.