danielle came over to my grandma's today crying because her and scott are having some serious problems. this is not news to me but it was bad enough that she came all the way out to west seattle to get away from him. apparently he yelled at her all day and when she wanted some time alone, he freaked out and left. i also found out that the real ( Read more... )

the car situation was remedied by eric's dad putting break fluid in my car...i feel like a total ass for freaking out when it was an easy problem to solve. me and eric have still decided to get a new car....the new honda Fit. they are small but have amazing storage and gas mileage. i'm going to go to the honda dealer on monday or tuesday work it ( Read more... )

so, the brakes on my car have gone to shit...i literally had to put on my emergency break today when i got stopped on a hill because my car kept rolling! so, i thought "ok, i'll go take it in today" but then i realized that eric spent most of his money and i need mine to last me the rest of the month. plus, we dont get paid until thursday.  plus, ( Read more... )

turns out i didnt have to work today which kinda pisses me off because instead of riding to my grandma's with my mom, i had to drive myself and waste my gas. i have pretty much decided that i'm going to quit. i freakin hate that job and they NEVER schedule me! i work two days this week!! i have worked there for four weeks (five tomorrow) weeks and ( Read more... )

wednesday/ thursday: went to ellensburg for the day/night. 
saw some people how i havent see in forever and didnt see some that i would have liked to hang out with. 
]got thai food w/yvette and becky and forgot the damn left-overs as well as my gum. 
got super drunk.

friday: learned how to do stained glass from eric's mom and i've started working on a ( Read more... )

this weekend has been interesting. on friday i worked but ended up going back to buy some more clothes. i need to stop spending so much money on stupid clothes. being bored certainly doesnt help w/that...

saturday, went shopping (again) this time at old navy to get a baby gift for candice.  then, around three, i drove out to the tacoma mall, ,met up ( Read more... )

i felt like complete shit this morning...in fact, i felt so crappy that after i had to take sean and nicole to school, i went back to bed until noon...i NEVER sleep in that late. anyway, i forced myself to get up, shower, and eat and i felt a lot better after that.

eric's very depressed right now so i decided that cookies will make him feel better ( Read more... )

my six days in Tucson were amazing. i ended up leaving on thursday at around 11am and i met a really nice couple when i was waiting to board my plane. on the actual plane, i sat next to the most interesting guy! he lives on a sail boat in ballard and is a chef at a local restaurant. he also got into a horrific car accident w/a stolen vehicle and ( Read more... )

i hate my mother.

i will probably have to have therapy.

in one week i fly out to Tucson, AZ to see eric. i havent seem him for one month and two weeks and it will be really nice to actually have a finace. i never really knew what it felt like to be the third wheel but now i definitely do. its hard when everyone here in federal way has a husband or boyfriend and of course i'm not going to not go becasue ( Read more... )