Back at it.

School.

Winter holiday just never seems long enough.

So. It's been a while. Naturally, it's another late night, and I am having the same breakdown I've been having for the last five months. By now, everyone is tired of listening...alas, I have turned elsewhere to find a means of release. Sad ( Read more... )

I love Keith Urban.

I love the movie Equilibrium. And Christian Bale. Bleh. It gives me hope that there are perks to feeling.

As it is, I wonder who controls the world...How we act, how we feel. I don't think emotion should be allowed. I'm just another victim in the horrible game- one of lies, cowardice, misunderstanding. What's the point?
Do small moments of pure ( Read more... )

I travel through periods of strong elation, and undesirable depression. I'm not bipolar or anything, it's just that I have a lot of good things in my life, but a lot of crap, too. You know how people say, oh you have money, or you have two parents that love you, or you have friends, what right do you have to be depressed? It's the standard. It's ( Read more... )

...Happy Birthday, Jay.
Sigh.

Who Creates the Monsters?

The horrific, senseless massacre of innocent college students in Virginia leaves me speechless, helpless and confused on how another human being could destroy lives and families with such ambitious hatred. How can someone murder with such ease and apathy?

It really was a shitty ass day. 
I have so much to say. So many ( Read more... )

And even if they have to run away
She's gonna marry that boy some day...

Is love like a faucet?  Can it just be turned off with the flick of a wrist, by a single event?  Is pain enough to make you stop loving?

It can't be that way can it?  How do you go through life then?  Just hopeless.  Why do things have to be so difficult.  I always thought that when life fell into its appropriate place, it would be easy.  But maybe ( Read more... )

Ah. It's been a tiring couple weeks. I saw the play 'Rent' last night. Blew me away. and so did my date. =)

So instead of updating on all the crap that's going on and allowing myself to reflect on how much things have sucked, I'll post some of my favorite lines from the play.

Mimi: There's only us, There's only this, Forget regret, Or life is yours ( Read more... )