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[eeemergency]

I'm not ok. Last night, I have realized I am not the person everyone wants me to be. My mom wishes me to be the little girl she used to know, the one who did well in school. My boyfriend wishes I was the girl he first met, the shy and conservative and new to everything (even though he likes how I am now). I feel so bad for disappointing everyone

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[cccrime_scene]

this is chantell and i just wanted to tell you that im proud of you!!!

♥

ps. add me plz?

[eeemergency]

added!

and thanks.

to you & everyone who read this entry;
alot has been going on.
this entry isn't for sympathy,
i just need somewhere to vernt.

[vicious_one_28]

ok first off this is ian kronk

girl, im also really proud of you. but remember, it doesnt matter what everyone wants you to be if you arent happy. make sure you are happy with yourself first before you try to make everyone else happy. ive always thought you were an awesome person and you are. we dont hang out much, but ill always be there as a friend. by the way my number is 301 467 6906 , if youre not doing well id be glad to talk.

[eeemergency]

i am not happy right now,
but once i make this change, i will.

thank you alot, ian.
it means alot to me.

i'll def hit you up sometime,
maybe just to hang out :).

[fuckyouup]

i've seen you change a lot from last summer to now and this is not necessarily a bad thing

[eeemergency]

Wise words, Zoe.
I do see it as me growing up,
But it feels best as to look as it as a new leaf,
a new page in my life, a clear slate.
Thanks :).

PS. Nice dancing with you @ the show ! <3