I'm on a hiatus with drugs...
After all the shit we have is gone.

(It makes sense. If we just kept it, There will be a temption to do it.. because we have it. If that makes any sense to you.)

I don't like how I can barley remember this weekend.


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I don't know.
I don't know wether I'm happy, or not.
I don't know.
I wanna go out, but I wanna stay in.
I don't know.

pictures from last night :


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I think I'm gunna start eating better or eating less. I need to loose some weight. I need to start going to the gym. Summer is coming soon, and I wanna look and feel great!

I stayed home today. Kinda glad.

:x.

Being suspended isn't fun, even if my boyfriend stays home too and exspecially when you are suspended for being late? Awesomeeeee.

There has been alot of drama latley. I'm glad I'm not in really any of it... kinda.

The new Stroke's stuff is pretty amazing.

I wanna put up an old school picture of Nick and I from the first time we dated... like in 2005.


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So Basically.
I will not tolerate anyone pushing me around anymore or anything.
I am gunna stand up for myself and my opinions.
I am gunna stand up for my friends.
Don't start with me, please.
I'll be at your throat if nessacary.

Stop trying to be something you aren't.
Fake Ass Bitch.

In other news,
I have some pictures.
Most of them are me....
Oh well?
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i don't know.

all i can say is...

i love nick!
and chantell.

and i miss sierra.

when there are ups,
there are bads or worsts.

we learn the most and become stronger from the bads.

i love you nick.

(If you don't want to read another post of my wonderful boyfriend, don't read it nor leave me a cmnt comlaining).

I have the person I need in my life.
And I'm so happy I have him because if all else fails, He will always be there to catch me.

Its good to actually know I'm perfect in someone's eyes.
All my insecurities, flaws, everything about me.

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I can't stress how much I love Nick.

I wish Jessica wasn't so hardheaded.
I miss her so much...

I feel like I don't matter...
To everyone BUT Nick.

I guess thats ok.