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Jul 13, 2005 10:59

hey all. im at heaven's house right now.yah... okay if u dont want to listen to me whine and complain right now then dont read further. ya, its supposed to get better just being away from her and everything, but its not. every morning that i get up since it happened , everything gets worse. i walked around aimlessly aroung my neighborhood this ( Read more... )

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___workinretail July 13 2005, 13:02:49 UTC
I don't know what to say. So I'll say I love you. And I'll always love you. I'll always listen, and I will always tell you that you could do better. At least you had a chance to be with the person you really care about. I can't even let my close friends know that I like Jesse because it could tear apart one of the strongest friendships I've ever had. Fuck this sucks. And at the same time, I don't want to tell him, because things are so perfect between us. We can't be apart, and he holds my hand and he says he loves me. I don't know, because then I'm also afraid of letting go. Last time I opened up my heart, it got crushed. And I lie, its not fully healed. It still hurts ( ... )

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eek070 July 14 2005, 08:42:11 UTC
I SAID GOOD DAY! lol. thanks. i love you more more more tho! im feeling a bit better. im done chasing her. if she doesnt want to be with me then fine. but i will always be here for her, if she will let me. she broke my heart and she will always have that piece of it. and my mixed CD, my linkin park CD's and my 2 favorite wrist bands, my spike bracelet, my spike necklass that vinny got me for my birthday, my rubber spike bracelet that i stole from a convenience store. god dammit! lol. i love u. thanks soo much for being there for me. u truly are my best friend.

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___workinretail July 14 2005, 12:47:54 UTC
I SAID GOOD DAY! I love you more more more more more more more, like woah. I'm glad you're finally getting over it. And the shock is gone. Haha. And I love you too. And you don't need to thank me, I'll always be there for you because you're my best friend. You're my BFFL. Oh score, getting all 5th grade on your ass. -high five-

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ec_bassist July 13 2005, 13:37:52 UTC
what the fuck does aimlessly mean?

well call me, this time it is important

also i have this huge thing to write to you about this entry but i do not feel like typing it out since i do not want other people to read if for various reason.

call the cell [518] 526 8493

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eek070 July 14 2005, 08:43:24 UTC
aimlessly means pointless, without a general and or planned direction, a nomad type of existance

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