Fuck i'm so sick of everything.

you said i was cute but the next day you said you were drunk.
you were supposed to be okay with me not wanting a boyfriend but i could tell you were upset.
you never talked to me again. i still don't know what i did wrong.

those are all three different "you"s.
i'm so fucking miserable all the time now.

You're probably already old news. you're the perfect distraction, but i'll get sick of you soon enough.

don't you let me go, let me go tonight
don't you let me go, let me go tonight
don't you let me go, let me go tonight
don't you let me go, let me go tonight
don't you let me go, let me go tonight
don't you let me go, let me go tonight

Today was absolute hell. I had THE WORST FUCKING CRAMPS in third period. I didn't take notes, I just sat and stared into space...miserable, miserable space ( Read more... )

If the moon smiled, she would resemble you ( Read more... )

this morning you bought me a milkshake and told me I couldn't fall asleep. all the little girls in your neighborhood waved at me as I drove away. for the first time, I didn't feel like shit when I drove home.

Today Dylan and I went to Mandarin Buffet and all over the Riverdale world. No one else was available so it was just a couple of us doorknobs out on the town.

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Down down dooooowwwwwwwnnnnnnnn

I wish I saw my father every day. I get so happy when I'm with him, it's hard not to just like, SCREAM.
but I see him once a week

School sucked. That sucked. Immediately went with jocelyn to pick you up so I could distract myself. You stayed an hour and then I drove you home.

A random guy yelled at me from a million miles away saying he liked my hair. He's gross but I still appreciated it. thank you, weirdo.

In lunch I sat in the library and read Pygmy. I can't staaand when books are written from the perspective of someone who doesn't speak English well!!!! Godddddddddddd damn it.
In history, Mr. Timm asked if I'd left my smile at home.

My mother and I went to Taco Bell and then to Target so I could get new socks.
I have a really interesting life.