A nice and bad boy.

A boy who has shaggy hair and lets me play with it.

He'll tell me we're like Corey and Topanga.

He'll give me his

favorite

sweatshirt.

He'll stay home with me

and

watch Disney Movies.

And he'll tell me he

loves

it even though it would

be

me!

.He'll call me at 3am and ask me what i'm doing.

he'll tell me he couldnt ( Read more... )

chris went to court yesterday and he is under house arrest for a month ( Read more... )

new pics are up on yahoo!!

http://photos.yahoo.com/eekaisdabombupinhere

rachael and tiffany i know you wanted to see them! thats why i posted about it =)

love you guys

im posting some on my xanga too just cuz www.xanga.com/eekaisdabomb

monday i went to the doctor(after being sick since thursday and not getting better but worse!) and i found out i had bronchitis so i got meds for that but it still isnt getting much better and its thursday, ive had a fever(on and off all week) and just been feeling so shitty. i know the fact that i smoke wont help it go away any quicker but yea yea ( Read more... )

I learn and relearn that silence doesnt protect me. an unexpressed life is very painful to myself and to those i love.
don't love halfway
i am learning that loving all the way can ache and sting, but loving HALFWAY doesnt keep me safe ~~ it leaves me with sadness and a hope that could never LIVE OUT LOUD.

Pain~~> go thru it not around it.
waiting ( Read more... )

the following is dedicated to: Angelina McKenzie  ~~~>I wish you were here...
Jessica Riddle- "Even Angels Fall"
You've found hope
You've found faith
Found how fast she could take it away
Found true love
Lost your heart
Now you don't know who you are

She made it easy
Made it free
Made you hurt 'til you couldn't see
Sometimes it stops
Sometimes it ( Read more... )

I [miss] you...not enough to| want |you back

Just ~enough~ for it to h u r t

I know I love you, you think you care

Then why the hell are you never there??

If you don’t take the chance…

You’ll never know what could have happened

if i added up all the times you made me feel special
and multiplied it by 1000, it wouldnt ( Read more... )

-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-..-.-.-.-.-.-.-SOMEONE ( Read more... )

Crossfade- "Cold"

Looking back at me I see that
I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you,
I'm always wrapped up in things I cannot win
You are the antidote that gets me by,
Something strong like a drug that gets me high

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to ( Read more... )