If you would have asked me last night, "how was this weekend in bridgeport?" I would have said, " a waste of my fucking money, and it did me no good." I now think I got a little closer to God. I feel a little better about myself. I met a few cool people. I met a few crazy people. I even learned a little more about myself and other people I already ( Read more... )

people are nice, I feel bad for doubting them. I shouldn't let the little things get me down. I wish I would have thought a little more. I wouldn't have done it. oh well, it's done. I believe I've had that epiphany moment liz spoke of tonight when we talked. I hope I have. I hope so badly ( Read more... )

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soccer tournament this weekend in marble falls. it was okay, I mean, I did get to miss school most of thursday, and all of friday. I didn't play in most of the games, made me feel like shit. If I wasn't on a trip full of judgemental girls who would have thought me crazy, I would have probably taken more drastic measures than being bitchy and ( Read more... )

today I learned that I have a cavity and that, since I have not been to the orhto. in a while, I will have my braces off in a few months. that sucks ass. I didn't go back to school because I didn't want to and because I was at the orthodonist for 2 or so hours. liz and I went out for chinese. I got Francis his crickets. I'm now home. I'm still ( Read more... )

today was about as fun as yesterday. school sucked, soccer sucked, life sucks. I came home to a cat running around our house. blake and I decided to name it. we thought pus in boots would be nice. then I realized that we could shorten our pet's names to pus and dix. then ken came home. he says no cat in this house. blake said, "buuuuttt I don't won ( Read more... )

today was not much fun. I was actually having an okay day untill the afternoon. oh well. life sucks, but it sill goes on whether you want to or not. I don't have much to say to you. I don't want to talk to anyone. Everyone is so stupid with their thoughts and preconcieved notions and judging. fuck you, I am allowed a bad day once in a while. fuck ( Read more... )

the past few days have been nice. my alergies are 'acting up.' soccer went okay on Saturday, I had a good time, at least.I went to play lazer tag on friday, and phillip told me the boy that worked there was hitting on me. he was nice, he gave me a coupon, I definately plan on going back. last night and today I've hung out with liz and tyler, it's ( Read more... )

the last day of winter break. sigh. I moved the bed into blake's room, that means I will soon have my new one. I think I decided on which one. I slept all day long, it has been nice. well. I don't have much to say, but I do have photos, all of myself. yes, I am vain.


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I am suprised I even have any hair left, I have been pulling it out all day long. I paid bills for ken this morning, felt accomplished. Soccer sucked I could not do anything right. Andrea always yells at me, not in a nice constructive way, in a bitchy, "I'm better than you," way. I came home and got distracted by Days, it was a good one. Sherroll ( Read more... )