this morning

[eekhoorn]

it's 11 am and foggy, and the stone table is a little cold on my arms. i've been working the cash register for two hours on three hours of sleep with long lines of people. my bagel's soft but eating it too fast makes my throat tighten up. i want to be a smoker so i could be smoking

Comments

[spectralcoyote]

jesus fucking christ, I got scared just reading that. It sounds like the creepiness in my head.

I am really sorry you had to go through that, but I hope you can get something from it. It sounds like an incredibly unique experience to draw upon for......something.

[eekhoorn]

it definitely is. i think i'll actually be able to draw on it for a lot of stuff. maybe it's sounding like the creepiness in my head too is why it scared me so much. thanks for empathizing. i wish we were in the same state and could get together. preferably in the middle of the night.

[gaiivy]

that was really fucking intense. I'm sorry. That woman was probably on some kind of fucked up drug or something. I know it's a little late, but I'm giving you a big, strong mental hug.

[river_womyn]

as long as you call my cell and not my housephone, you can call as late as you want. I turn it off when I go to bed, and if I dont, you know you can always wake me up.
I'll call you today.

[river_womyn]

and you are NOT a fuck-up.

[dyke_a_licious]

You're not a dirty-christian. The important people know that. :) I love you (we... as in Crys and I... love you). We also miss you. You're not a stupid little girl with a cup of coffee. If anything you're a brave, tall, slender, beautiful girl (with lucious full lips, which everyone and their mom would die for, to have, to kiss...sss..) who isn't afraid of your tears. Most people are intimidated by everyone else around them and they don't have the ovaries to just fucking cry. I love you. I love you. I love you. WE love you. ps- thanks for your reply... we're so good and we always will be, as long as you're around hottie-po-tattie.