Hi, i wonder how much livejournal will allow me to write in just one entry. I'm sure there is no limit so i'm just going to write until i get tired of telling people about my life ( Read more... )

Well, I am bored and at work so I figured I'd keep this going because I started yesterday. I'm afraid I have dug myself into a hole with someone and quite frankly I'm scared I will not be able to get out of it. Yep, I have to give it up haha. I feel bad though, this kid has been trying to do something with me four about four years now and I keep ( Read more... )

This time I don't have a lot of things on my mind, which is incredibly odd. These past few months I have a feeling I've changed a whole lot, but I can't really pin point how. I feel like my attitude about things and the way I act completely changed, but for some weird reason I can't explain it. It's just a feeling that I have. I don't mind it ( Read more... )

Well, I've been home two weekends in a row. One planned, one completely unexpected. I have about two weeks left of school, one of which is only like two days long, aka finals. I only have bio, chem and math. My three hardest classes. My grades are awful. So, I'm not going to be in a good mood when I find out how bad I failed. I've decided to change ( Read more... )

I like to be drunk out of my mind. It helps me forget the fact that I'm a complete and total idiot.

I love my fellas and Janine. I'll be home in ten days for a week.

Well, I guess this is sort of a formal update after the last one. I can't really explain how I'm feeling at the moment, but I know it's not that bad. Or I think it's not that bad. Last weekend I went home and I had so much fun. I was Kelly Kapowski for halloween haha. I thought it was creative, plus I had to wear a dress with tights haha and ankle ( Read more... )

i'm doing good. i miss home. change is hard. growing up is hard.

I have survived a whole month at school without coming home. That's right, an entire month. I still hate it very much though. So, I'm not going to bitch about it. Next week is the Rudderow Cup and I'm anxiously awaiting getting out of my lab on Friday, jumping on a train and coming the hell home. Everything is going to seem so different. ( Read more... )

so another start of another week at school. i haven't been as upset as the last two weeks, but i still would much rather be home. i started going to the gym and it is very refreshing and it helps pass the time much faster than watching tv all day. i spent my first weekend here, alone. it was alright. i talked to scott all friday night which made me ( Read more... )

so im two almost two weeks into school. and so much for not crying. i do it every night. so yeah. i have no idea how i'm going to make it this entire year and i know it's only the second week but i seriously have never been more upset about anything in my life. i have been away for two weeks before with a bunch of people i didn't know, but i ( Read more... )