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Sep 04, 2005 23:46

I just don’t know anymore. It’s become a constant obsession. I don’t even think about Sterling half as much as I think about my arms, my thighs, my ass, my stomach, my chin. I wish it would just fucking stop. When I was taking a shower I wondered if I really was that bad and if my thinking I was a lardo was justifiable and then I thought of course ( Read more... )

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_unwantedliebe September 5 2005, 12:26:12 UTC
you can do it katie.i know people may say omg she's way to skinny and blah blah. but i understand that in your eyes you want to be thinner.but i think you are fine.just don't bring the gold fish to school anymore and maybe that will help always control yourself and dont worry about being perfect. this will all come alone by doing your school work and everything i mean thats where it all gets started.once you start doing everything else it gets your mind off eating. i have a story to tell you about today i will tell you at school or something cuz i don't want to post it on here well give me a call or i will see you at school tuesdat.

and crying is normal..and being perfect is impossible.but atleast you have to try to get the most out of perfect that you can.haha wow im dumb my words are fucking gay.but w.e you know what i mean..later

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refusingtoshine September 6 2005, 00:33:57 UTC
anna. how come you give such wonderful advice.

im right there with you katie. i want to loose weight so bad. but i cant stop eating.

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