Comments | eelster: too long to fight

eelster

too long to fight

Jan 29, 2009 18:13

being here, i feel like all i know is myself. yet, i am totally aware of the fact that i know nothing about myself. so, it puts me in an inevitable bermuda-triangle-esc-place. my day is planned to a T; get up, clothes laid out, brush teeth, dress, class, breakfast, run, shower, library, dinner, read, sleep. and in all of this, i am entirely by ( Read more... )

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anonymous January 30 2009, 03:57:17 UTC

So few of us reach our real potentials, become great artists, saints or philosophers. The essence of the human quest is to be "liberated from the negative". So go. Into the mountains or wherever you will not be empty. Somewhere where there will always be enough to fill you. Where there will always be enough to fill you.

"...shake the tree and knock the great sloth down on his ass."

anonymous January 30 2009, 04:00:23 UTC

oh yeah, and im doing well. as well as i can be in this place. im getting by, like you are.

eelster January 30 2009, 21:29:18 UTC

how did you just give that shockingly insightful piece of advice like that?

eelster February 1 2009, 20:08:03 UTC

because i now read :)

eelster February 1 2009, 20:48:44 UTC

i wish we could talk somewhere other than here.

eelster February 2 2009, 03:31:46 UTC

we'll never be able to talk anywhere but here again. i'm sorry.

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eelster February 9 2009, 23:42:08 UTC

who knows

eelster February 10 2009, 03:38:05 UTC

ive always pictured you as a writer

eelster February 10 2009, 23:44:58 UTC

yeah...me too...but, look where i am. ill probably end up teaching english somewhere around the world. but i need some sort of degree. im just going with the wind, as of now. and it blew me west. ill figure it out. what are you going to school for next?

eelster February 11 2009, 03:39:41 UTC

i was actually thinking an english teacher too, or art, or a shrink. i'm really not sure. i just know i can't bum around working for seven bux an hour much longer and i need an actuall career. i gave up on the whole going to school for art thing because i realized that i dont need a degree to do art. i love the aspect of getting paid to learn and pass the knowledge on, so i'm hoping to be good enough at that to get a job helping people somehow.