i am so terrified as of now ( Read more... )

blue crosses line the beach,
please don't make me dream anymore-
you are my book mark;
i want to remember right here
right now.

i will never be ( Read more... )

i just had a dream about someone
and now i know ill be thinking about it for days

positive: the worst thing in my life right now is a lame break up with a guy who was never compatible with me anyway.

negative: the worst thing in my life right now is a lame break up with a guy who was never compatible with me anyway.

LAME. i'm so done with being a downer.

your favorite number. and realizations that i am a complete coward (once again, that is). i am perfectly content with being alone. it is, yes, your face i miss and your lips i want to kiss...but, it is more the thoughts you instilled so consistently within me and how now, more than ever, i keep repeating them back to myself over and over ( Read more... )

find myself running so fast through the woods, image of you being at the end, and i can not stop tripping or being able to breathe; shouldnt i be short of breath ( Read more... )

slip ( Read more... )

i cleaned out my entire room, wanted to bury some things with the weight of you. found an izod sweater of yours, buried my face in that, as well. and, sadly enough, it still reaked of your room. oh well- there are only so many ways to escape ( Read more... )

of me sincerely missing you for who you were. you always yelled at me when i walked on the grass, shouting "girl, i go arounddd." and it never ceased to make me laugh, as stupid as it may have been. and today, i walked on the grass without anyone saying a word. your dumb glasses have been framed in my mind since ( Read more... )