GAH I don't know what to put here! I keep thinking I want to write something and then I realize that what I write gets read and I don't want it to be misinterpererted because it's just my own dumbness coming out and I don't even know what the deal is so I wouldn't want to say anything because that might change what happens. But I want to write. ( Read more... )

So it took a while, but we made it out yesterday! Had to go to the diner first and then stop by Ray St. (they were having some sort of dance thing with tye dye shirts and blah blah). Anyway, I got greeted at Wilbur by a very drunk Jiga and a not so drunk Michelle. Driving drunk is not a good thing, darlin'! Just remember what you said today ( Read more... )

so I've been feeling weird these past few days...I guess scared. Maybe not scared...but maybe sorta. I don't know. The kid from two entries ago is coming up this weekend but I'm kinda weary. I met him online (don't laugh) and I guess I'm apprehensive because he is charismatic and fun and all those good things that girls like and Brian was - but ( Read more... )

siiiiiick ):
stop by and make me feel better

~*Ali*~

um so skidfest was cancelled and that sucks, but that means maybe people come down next week to go to the skid with me ( Read more... )

so maybe I'm dumb but my feelings got hurt last night and maybe it's my fault but it still feels like shit

Please give Bucket the strength he needs to not fuck up his existance.

HOLY SHIT

Someone has been paying attention

I woke up this morning to a call from JON!!!

I think we're hanging out this weekend up in NYC

Thank you. Whatever you are.

~*Ali*~

I thought about Jon today and feel he deserves an entry. So I met this boy 3 days after he got out of prison for selling doses this summer. How did we meet? We went to Phish lot together...ironic? It gets better. So we're looking to trip and can't find any good doses, so Jon actually contemplates selling some so we can do it. nAh! I'm too smart ( Read more... )

it's 11pm on saturday night...and I have nobody to go out with. I wanted to go out, but now that I have a million possibilities and nobody who actually wants to hang out with me I don't want to do anything ( Read more... )