Funerals are so hard. My grandfathers was 2 weeks ago. It was so hard b/c it had to closed casket. I haden't seen him in a while, sence my cousins wedding. My brother haden't seen him in over a year. When many of my friends passed in car accidents it was so hard to go to the veiwing let alone the funeral. You were so brave to go and to support your friend!
I don't remember my grandfather's funeral very well, just some fleeting images of him in his casket and some instances when the mood of the room would chance dramatically. I've been to a lot of funeral's in my lifetime- all family members that we're important to me in one way or another- but this was different. It was all mourning there; the funeral's I remember were sad yes but also celebrations of the memories we had of that person.
We had a loss at my school earlier in the year. Personally I didn't know him, but I knew some of the people who did. I just remembered thinking to myself how sad it was- the situation for this person's death were completely by choice and yet all these people were hurting, and it made me wonder what could have been so terrible to this young person with so many people that cared that they would decide to end it all in such a violent way.
Eric's funeral made me think all of this again, and it just makes me question everything I ever believed.
I'm sorry Eevee, thats harsh. Death is never an easy aspect to deal with. Espcially in someone so young. It just makes you question everything, or at least I did. It's good you were there for your friend in time of need, it probably helped her a lot. I played this song for my sister after my niece's death
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That's a beautiful song Iwa-chan, thank you for sharing it with me.
It has made me questioned everything all over again, but something in the paster's speech about Eric gave me something to cling to. Eric lived his life to the fulliest while planning for the future, and he was strong in his religious belief's. So if I can keep this in mind, even if he's no longer of this world, he still exists and is in a better place because he believed- and if Eric believed than I can to.
Right now its just one day at a time, we've made it through the holidays alright and seeing as Naru is going to be going to Nease for the rest of the school year I'm releaved. At least with Naru there someone can keep an eye on Hofuru that might have some alternative motive...
(It might just come to that, but right now Hofuru and Naru are enough to satisfy my talking needs. But if I hit the point where I need an outside source your first on my list ♥)
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I have never lost a loved one- so I cannot imagine what it must be like.
God Bless.
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I mean it, just the fact that you care is enough to make me smile and understand that your concerned. Thank you, thank you so much *huggles*
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We had a loss at my school earlier in the year. Personally I didn't know him, but I knew some of the people who did. I just remembered thinking to myself how sad it was- the situation for this person's death were completely by choice and yet all these people were hurting, and it made me wonder what could have been so terrible to this young person with so many people that cared that they would decide to end it all in such a violent way.
Eric's funeral made me think all of this again, and it just makes me question everything I ever believed.
Anrea *huggles*
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It has made me questioned everything all over again, but something in the paster's speech about Eric gave me something to cling to. Eric lived his life to the fulliest while planning for the future, and he was strong in his religious belief's. So if I can keep this in mind, even if he's no longer of this world, he still exists and is in a better place because he believed- and if Eric believed than I can to.
♥ *glomp* ♥
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I'm sorry, I'm not sure about what else to say. I just hope you and Hofuru get by this ok.
(At this point I'm ready to give you my number if you need to talk, considering my internet went down....again. So if you do, just ask.)
Be strong my sweet little eevee, the good days are sure to come.
I send you my love.
--Shane
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Right now its just one day at a time, we've made it through the holidays alright and seeing as Naru is going to be going to Nease for the rest of the school year I'm releaved. At least with Naru there someone can keep an eye on Hofuru that might have some alternative motive...
(It might just come to that, but right now Hofuru and Naru are enough to satisfy my talking needs. But if I hit the point where I need an outside source your first on my list ♥)
♥ *hug/GLOMP* ♥
~Eevee ♥
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