soon

[eeviolet]

i will need to do some serious reflection here (cuz what else would i do on the verge of a life change?) but for now i will just write this

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[studlypastry]

You should come visit us in Somerset. I think a night of celebration is in order.

[eeviolet]

Aw shucks! Yay. :) I will totally take you up on that.
Tomorrow night mayhaps?
Consult with the roommates. Heh, heh. :)

[license]

i will also not surrender writing any time soon or fucking ever for that matter.

good call. I fucked up in that department, I think. or maybe I didn't. after all, I was skronking for a good hour and a half last night. coulda been 5 hours, though :D better to stick to the guns than compromise for the bullshit life throws at you. marriage and kids and jobs and all that shit be damned, art first.

i think i have remembered what it is like to be me when i am happy.
nice. I'm still working on that one.

[eeviolet]

i think we're all working on that last one...

i just managed to find a good spot right now. i am grateful.

by the way...i am also very grateful we are very much in touch right now. i feel a bit more complete when you are towards the forefront of my life. & i am also glad we have been able to stay in each other's lives at all much less to the great extent we have over the last (roughly) 10 (!) years.

wow.

sometimes, i am just amazed by all the wonderful things in my life, i can't even remember why i was so down...the irony. :)

[license]

it's tricky. come to think of it I'm not doing so bad myself, either. ready for a bit of change but there's a million things I could do.

weird, has it been 10 years now? I know I've changed so much. I think your essence is still intact, not sure about myself.

[eeviolet]

well, you left jersey when we were both thirteen and we did "know" each other then. but i guess we didn't really start talking until we were around fourteen. yes! that summer before high school...july being a key month.

okay. so almost nine years. :)

wow, you think my essence is still intact?
i'm not so sure...
i feel like i've been a million people in my lifetime already. i think having multiple sexual identity crises helps with that...haha. i was just going to simply write "identity" but then i realised that was somewhat bullshit so there you have it.

love and sex define a lot of things, i suppose...

[illuminate]

Hello! - I just wanted to let you know that I added you.

I found you through Sarah (neverseenbleu).

Hope that's okay :)

[eeviolet]

Hey there. That's cool. I can always use more LJ friends. :)
I'm Britt, nice to meet you - at least through these electronic wires. :)