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[effingnoway]

I hate this feeling...loneliness...hate...fear...pain...death...that seems to be all I think about lately...I just want it to all go away...there are very few reasons I'm still here right now.

Number 1 is Josh - He always makes everything okay. I don't even know how. Its just something that he's been able to do for the longest time. When I'm with

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[whut_it_do]

aye girl settle down. i think i speak for just about everyone when i say that you have done something rememberable...and ive said it before and ill say it again... stop talkin to youself like that!

[effingnoway]

I recall nothing memorable.

[whut_it_do]

everything you do is memorable to me.......o check out this grill shot i took lol (waaaaaaaay of subject)

[effingnoway]

omfg...but i mean like for he good of mankind memorable...not just i do crazy shit memorable

[effingyess]

i love you.

"number 4 is fear of melody- she would come drag my ass out of hell, use the f word alot, and bitch me out, then tell me how stupid i was because i was just upset because i havent seen her wonderfull face.."

well, thats what should have been in your live journal, but its not. i love you vanna bananna, dont do anything stupid and you know what better stay in its drawr and away from your wrist or so help m ei will bitch yuo out for being so stupid, and you will have a reason to not want to live anymore.

happy thanksgiving dear! ♥

[effingnoway]

*sighs*...I haven't done it in 3 days...and I got rid of my little friend...I'm just using whatever I can find...

[randomxromances]

enough with the boy's kissing it's grossin me out! and it's kinda played out
but anyway sounds like things haven't been goin that great for you lately but they will be better one day so untill then just go kill someone or do some drugs or punch someone or just do some yoga adn pray a little trust me it works