today i feel like i can't handle life.

i don't think i have an actual way to get away from stress and not think about anything. probably because i'm creating my own stress.
i really wish i could spend time with my mom right now. or play with my nephews.

i'm actually in france.
i'm in french literature courses.
i drink at least a half a bottle of wine every night.
i eat at least one baguette at least every other day.
i drink miniature cups of strong coffee.
i have friends from all over.

drowning.

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i am smitten.

i feel like watching ghostbusters. because it's halloween.

i had a good birthday. i felt really lucky to have as many people tell me happy birthday as did.

i got all sorts of texts and cards and letters. and i felt special.

i'm going to have a drink every day for the rest of my life starting now.... ha well maybe not.

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last night i put in a 3 hour effort to fall asleep before it happened.
then i woke up at 730 when i didnt need to.

i dreamt that johanna was making chocolate soup and then the stove top started melting and the pot of chocolate soup fell into the oven.

group project with pyscho control freak lame bitch.

ew.

what's wrong with me?

i would have been on time for work today.
but i decided i needed to listen to tupac for a while.