if you're not all contagious and gross, maybe we can hang out or something this saturday or next. and then in the fall, we can run away together to a far away land where we don't need the right school and right major and right career goal. cause i'm in the exact same place as you and have no idea how to get out.
i'm just so blah lately...maybe it's cuz i've been stuck in the house cause i'm sick but it's no fun it just feels like everythings going so well that it must be too good to be true and i don't know if i fit in at buff state meh.
it's hard to stop and realize that it's okay for things to go really well in life sometimes. too often they don't, or it gets screwed up big time for one reason or another, and we stop believing that when things are good, they can stay good. enjoy what's good for you now, you deserve it. I don't know what to tell you about buff state. I'm happy I'm doing liberal arts, because I don't really feel like I'm wasting my time in a major or at a school I shouldn't be at/don't want to be at. I can only imagine how difficult it is to have an actual major and feel the way you do. Is there any chance you can take some time off to figure it out, and just do what you want, or even just switch your major to something like liberal arts? That way, you'll get a degree and learn a bunch of different things, but can still easily go back for something else and not be known as indecisive.
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it just feels like everythings going so well that it must be too good to be true
and i don't know if i fit in at buff state
meh.
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I don't know what to tell you about buff state. I'm happy I'm doing liberal arts, because I don't really feel like I'm wasting my time in a major or at a school I shouldn't be at/don't want to be at. I can only imagine how difficult it is to have an actual major and feel the way you do. Is there any chance you can take some time off to figure it out, and just do what you want, or even just switch your major to something like liberal arts? That way, you'll get a degree and learn a bunch of different things, but can still easily go back for something else and not be known as indecisive.
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