yes, i'm having a pity party, sorry if you have a problem with that...

[egamichick]

I feel like I'm always waiting for everyone else. No one tells me what's going on, I'm just the distraction when they want to have fun. My opinions don't really matter, I'm just a sounding board when there's no one else to talk to. Maybe its my fault; I know i need to be more open sometimes. Maybe if I open up, others will open up to me

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[hypermonky560]

Ok maybe were more alike then I thought because that's how I feel ALOT of the time with my friends!

[tiny_forever]

i'm in the same boat as you are.

[desolatexenvy]

Bre, of COURSE you're opinions matter to your friends (and me included, duh) I take more of your advice than you realize, i think. And you really do help me through some tough stuff whenever we do have the time to chat. Maybe everyone just hasn't told you lately how much you mean to them, so i guess this makes me the first. I think because you're pretty quiet most of the time, you feel like everyone else is chatting it up, and kinda get the left-overs, maybe? that's how i feel when i'm quiet (but that's really rare) and i HATE that feeling... so i talk...a lot. In relationships, it's a NECESSITY to take risks like that. and opening up about your thoughts and feelings is one of them; making yourself vulnerable to constructional critism is hard to do, but it's soooo vital to having deep fellowship, i can't stress that enough! No one is perfect, and your best friends will not judge you if you have a less-than-perfect past, present, thought, whatever. Just remember that they (we) love you unconditionally, ok? I get into these depressed-