Thorn Lily Chapter 14 Part 2
Edit: Holy macaroni this is only part 2 of 3! Why is Chapter 14 so long!?
"I went to visit you many times."
He sighed into my back, as if he was trying to breathe into my skin. He said that he did visit me, in those days that I tried so hard to forget... I recalled how the ward looked like, with all those eerie shadows in the corners and the bolted doors. How many times did I lean against those walls, hurting so bad that I couldn't even breathe?
"Ah ha, Yunho let go of me...!! Ha ha... ha... Ugnh...!"
"Did... did you want to? Like me?"
"I, ha ha... too.... ah!!"
"Bastard! You did too, hm?"
Suddenly I couldn't remember how he looks like in a suit and spectacles; all I could see was a boy, a 17-year-old Jung Yunho grabbing me by my hair like he'd gone mad, just like the Yunho in my memories. I felt so happy I could die!
"I didn't change at all... I'm still so beautiful... and sane!"
The face that was reflected in the window looked strange. He bit my shoulders. I'm really pretty, am I not? You think so too, right? Tears ran down that face. I really want to forget that heart-wrenching pain, forget all those days when I longed for him only to be greeted with despair.
"Me too, ha ha... I felt like dying too... When I opened my eyes, you weren't there... ha ha..."
When I was in the sanatorium, every day when I opened my eyes I couldn't see him. It's like my only reason for living had been taken away. I'd once thought of simply castrating myself, sitting on the bed without my pants, thinking about how easy it would be to just cut it off with a knife. What is this compared to the pain of not being able to hug Yunho? His love had disappeared, gone from every corner of my being, in those hopeless days...
It's like a living hell, trying to forget the romance we had. I was such a fool for thinking like I did! Yunho still missed me when I was gone, so how could I have grown tired of loving him?
"How dare you talking about dying!"
Suddenly I felt my skin tingle as he grabbed my erection forcefully. I cried like a child, feeling a chill run down my entire body, feeling the whole world looking at me through the window. The humiliation made it even more exciting, but he was exerting so much force that even my face turned white and my shoulders started quivering. It hurts! Damn it...
"Let go! I want you inside me now!"
Ah... I turned my butt towards him seductively.
"Ah!!!!"
I feel overjoyed! Blessed! Thank you!
"I went to visit you many times."
He sighed into my back, as if he was trying to breathe into my skin. He said that he did visit me, in those days that I tried so hard to forget... I recalled how the ward looked like, with all those eerie shadows in the corners and the bolted doors. How many times did I lean against those walls, hurting so bad that I couldn't even breathe?
"Ah ha, Yunho let go of me...!! Ha ha... ha... Ugnh...!"
"Did... did you want to? Like me?"
"I, ha ha... too.... ah!!"
"Bastard! You did too, hm?"
Suddenly I couldn't remember how he looks like in a suit and spectacles; all I could see was a boy, a 17-year-old Jung Yunho grabbing me by my hair like he'd gone mad, just like the Yunho in my memories. I felt so happy I could die!
"I didn't change at all... I'm still so beautiful... and sane!"
The face that was reflected in the window looked strange. He bit my shoulders. I'm really pretty, am I not? You think so too, right? Tears ran down that face. I really want to forget that heart-wrenching pain, forget all those days when I longed for him only to be greeted with despair.
"Me too, ha ha... I felt like dying too... When I opened my eyes, you weren't there... ha ha..."
When I was in the sanatorium, every day when I opened my eyes I couldn't see him. It's like my only reason for living had been taken away. I'd once thought of simply castrating myself, sitting on the bed without my pants, thinking about how easy it would be to just cut it off with a knife. What is this compared to the pain of not being able to hug Yunho? His love had disappeared, gone from every corner of my being, in those hopeless days...
It's like a living hell, trying to forget the romance we had. I was such a fool for thinking like I did! Yunho still missed me when I was gone, so how could I have grown tired of loving him?
"How dare you talking about dying!"
Suddenly I felt my skin tingle as he grabbed my erection forcefully. I cried like a child, feeling a chill run down my entire body, feeling the whole world looking at me through the window. The humiliation made it even more exciting, but he was exerting so much force that even my face turned white and my shoulders started quivering. It hurts! Damn it...
"Let go! I want you inside me now!"
Ah... I turned my butt towards him seductively.
"Ah!!!!"
I feel overjoyed! Blessed! Thank you!