My my, this is LONG.
Even though this whole chapter is well, all about sex, there's a lot of hints dropped on what Yunho and Jaejoong really think, which affects what they'll do later in the story. Still can't catch it? Well, you're on the right track if you find yourself wondering why they were doing/saying certain things here that seem a little odd.
I pressed myself to the window, feeling Yunho thrust wildly into me. My hole clamped down firmly upon his cock, my swollen butt peppered with wounds like snakeskin. It hurts when I touch it.
He likes to thrust in forcefully and then move out in a deliberate, slow manner. My knees were starting to buckle from his vigorous pumping but I had only the window to support myself. My hands made a squeaking sound as it slid across the glass.
"Ha...!"
He increased his speed and after about 10 thrusts, I felt the initial waves of orgasm overwhelm me.Just then, a hot and sticky feeling bloomed within me and I turned around to look at him. Ah...
He looks a bit embarrassed...
"You're done, hm? Haha..."
"Ah ha... you jerk!"
"Yunho, why... why are you so cute?"
"Now you... ah... aish!"
He sounded so embarrassed when he said that, and then he buried his face in the crook of my neck and held me tight. I tried to control myself but I ended up bursting out in laughter. The face in the mirror looked so happy. Even though I didn't climax in the end, but to be able to feel Yunho's arms around me after such passionate love-making... I feel so blessed!
It's true! I will only cry because of him, be strong because of him. It's true! I'm loved by him! Even if I had to withstand all that pain, it's alright! I feel so contented now! At the place where we were connected, I could feel Yunho stiffening again. He withdrew from me as slow as he could.
"What are you gonna do now... the more you think about it the hotter you get, hm?"
"Ya! So cute, so beautiful...my Yunho..."
I tried to cup his face in my hands but he refused to let me look at his face. So adorable! How shall I eat you, hm? How about letting you slowly melt away in my mouth? Mm... I'd like that! I turned to face him, wrapping my arms around his neck and leaning in to kiss him. He deliberately turned away from me and I could only laugh at him dotingly.
I raised my right leg to his waist and his hands immediately went to my thigh, his face full of confidence. He wore that look again, as if all he wanted was to lick me clean there and then.
"Hold on tight!"
Before I could process what he was saying, he explained it to me through his actions. He held me up with his hands on my butt, my feet dangling in the air, before proceeding to thrust in and out furiously again. My tied hands were forced to hold his head while I withstood his thrusts, which were getting deeper.
"...It feels good!"
"Ah... Ugn..ah, AH!!"
"Ha... say something..."
"Uhn, ah, like what? Ah..."
"So cute.... ah, my Jaejoong..."
Squeak, squeak... the skin on my back was starting to heat up from the friction as it rubbed against the glass. Our bodies were pressed together tightly and the place where we were connected felt like it was on fire. Finally, my cock couldn't take it anymore and erupted. Even though he must be drained, Yunho could still support me firmly and thrust so vigorously! So strong! I opened my eyes to look at his face. His brows were furrowed together and he was panting hard - a picture of perfection. The muscular lines on his body look stunning too, glistening with beads of perspiration. When he finally climaxed as well, he leaned close to my ears, breathing deeply into my hair.
We made love a few more times before collapsing onto the bed. I laid on his chest, trying to catch my breath while his cock was still buried deep within me. He kissed me tenderly as he ruffled my hair, and I showed him the bindings on my hand.
"Can I take this off...?"
"Ah... you don't like it?"
"It's inconvenient!"
"That's the whole point!"
He likes being in control, eh? How I wish he could tie out hearts together as tightly as this. I want to be a hostage of his love, and let him hold a knife to my throat.
"Take it off next week"
"No! It really hurts!"
In the end he still undid my bindings out of concern. Ah, that felt better. I leaned in to kiss him and he engulfed my mouth with passion, even licking my wounded wrists. They were all swollen and there was even a little bit of blood. Doesn't it look pretty?
"Hm... it doesn't look too painful actually. Stop faking it..."
"I'm not! Mm... you're hardening again..."
I could feel him swelling up inside me. He frowned, making such an adorable expression with his handsome face! I straightened myself and twisted my hips slowly, his breathing quickening with mine. I placed a finger inside his mouth and immediate his tongue wrapped around my finger. He held my waist firmly and I could feel his cock pressing hard against my inner walls. I toyed with his tongue with 2 fingers; how I wish I could just reach ito his throat and grab his heart. He probably wants to tear me apart as well? Both of us want nothing more than to become a part of each other.
"Ah, do you like this? Hm? Oppa, you're the best..."
"Mm... it feels great. I love it!"
I placed my palms on his chest and started moving my butt up and down his entire shaft as fast as I could. Staring at my splendid display, he blushed furiously as I started moaning loudly. My fingers toyed with his nipples as he held my thighs firmly, gritting his teeth as he went as deep as he could into my blossom. I licked my dry lips and watched him pant, his nostrils flaring, his eyes turning into seductive slits - all these belong to me! As the sensation grew more intense, I started pumping faster... and out of the blue I gave him a tight slap...
Ah!
"...Are you crazy!?"
What did I just do?
"I..."
"Get off me..."
I surprised myself as well! I didn't know what I was doing! I don't even know why I did that!
He nursed his cheek gingerly, glaring at me. I quickly hid the hand I used to hit him behind my back, but he was only stunned for a moment before he began to chuckle, watching me with burning eyes. He took the hand from behind my back and brought it in front of his mouth, licking my nails elegantly. Ah! This is just too erotic! Just as I was about to moan, his expression grew dark. I instinctively licked my lips; what's wrong with him? Is he really mad?
"Get off!"
"What?"
"Just do it!"
I got up reluctantly. My cock was already rock-hard and so was his; must he really stop now? I knelt down at the edge of the bed, pouting and grumbling. He walked away and sat down on the sofa next to the bed, and then patted his thigh.
"Sit here!"
He wants me to sit on his thigh? It feels a little embarassing so I hugged a pillow and walked over to him.. He stared at the pillow in my hands, eyebrows raised high, and then all of he sudden he wrenched it out of my hands and hurled it to the floor. Ah, now there's nothing to cover my nakedness with! Before my eyes was his erection, high and perky. I could feel my face heating up and as I turned my back to him, I realized why he wanted me to sit there. There was a full length mirror right in front of us. So he wasn't angry at all! It's all a ruse!
"No, not here..."
"What, you dislike it?"
"It's embarassing. Don't look..."
I sat there uncomfortably, and he just grabbed my waist and brought me down upon his erection. My tight blossom fully enveloped his shaft, and he pressed my shoulders down so that he can go in deeper. It feels like that part of me could catch fire any moment now. I stared at the mirror, feeling very unreal.
"Look! It's really.. really beautiful!"
In the reflection, Yunho's arms were encircling me and our heads were pressed together. Raven hair, porcelain skin glistening with sweat, cherry red lips, and my blossom clamping down on Yunho's cock. The cherry pink tint of my blossom really looks beautiful! It's true... I look good down there too! And Yunho looks stunning as well!
"It's been 10 years and I still look pretty down there... this must be happiness..."
"What... Ah ha...."
The way he moans during love-making is like music to me, because this is his way of showing that he loves me. Suddenly my throat felt warm and tears started running down my cheeks. He looked at me and started laughing in a low voice, fingering my lips and tracing the lines there. He turned my head towards him and just as we were about to kiss, I placed a finger on his lips.
"Don't you want to kiss me...?"
He fixed a meaningful gaze on me - he looks a bit annoyed by my little prank. The lips that were kissing my fingers growled seductively, "Now..."
"Just once..."
He hurriedly clamped down on my lips, sliding his tongue into my mouth. I couldn't resist him at all, his lips, his arms, his scent... This beautiful man who suffocates me and rips me to shreds. He suddenly pushed me down onto the sofa by my waist, laid his hands on my shoulders, and started pumping furiously.
"Together, again... faster!"
"Ah, it hurts.. ah, Yunho, on the bed please..."
He held me to his chest as he carried me to the bed. For a moment I felt deeply moved by the sound of his beating heart trying to convey his love for me. This starving heart that only beats for love, it makes such a satisfying sound! He's like my sun, my oasis in the desert, I love him this much! My entire soul is filled with my love for Yunho!
He hooked an arm around my shoulder and started kissing me, starting from my forehead, between my brows, the tip of my nose then my cheeks, lips, jaw, earlobes.... one by one he kissed them tenderly. He wiped the tears from my eyes, and whispered in the softest, gentlest voice in the world to me.
"Does it hurt? My Jaejoong..."
It hurts... my heart that has only you hurts! Why is our love so tragic, and yet so passionate!
He lowered his lips to my nipples and started sucking them, carefully thrusting in and out of me, and loving my body with his hands at the same time. He's crouching before me like a child, and under his intense attacks I succumbed and started moaning as the sensation grew more and more intense. My legs were dangling over his shoulders as he slid his cock inside me.
"Ah, my... Yunho, faster! Ah! Faster!!"
"Ha.. Ah, Jaejoong..."
"Ah, faster, faster... Oppa, ugn... I, yes! Ah! That spot, yes..."
"Stop acting cute... aish... ha... are you trying to kill me..."
"Ah! Ah! Ha! Oppa, it feels good... just kill me! Oppa, ah! Yes!!"
He slowly thrusted while we interlocked our fingers. I laid on the blanket and cried uncontrollably, my body blossoming like a lily for him, and then spraying my desire on his belly. He grabbed my thighs and dug into me intensely while I could only scream his name weakly. Yunho... Yunho... And he'll reply me, hm.... What... My beautiful Jaejoong... My Jaejoong....
"Don't cry. Ha, ah... I'm.. almost... Ha ha.... Swallow it... Okay?"
He pulled out of me and I immediately opened my mouth. He thrusted into his hands for a moment and then let out a low roar.
"Ah... Ugn... feels good!"
"Mm.... delicious!"
He stuck out his tongue and licked the extra off the sides of my mouth. Both of us collapsed onto the bed, spent and satisfied. Everything felt sticky because of the amount of sweat we perspired, but neither of us wanted to bathe because we were so tired...
"Lee Suh-hee.... do you love her?"
Sweat trickled down my hairline as I waited for his response. If I ask about her after we had sex, what else could he hide from me? I just want t know, and he doesn't have to answer, because even if he did he'd never tell me.
"I... love Kim Jaejoong."
I searched his eyes and realized that I couldn't find a shred of falsehood in them. Her name and mine are just 3 words apart... and yet this is enough to pull me from hell into heaven, turn my sorrow into happiness. This isn't want I wanted to ask, but I was deeply moved all the same! Because of that one sentence from him, I almost started crying again against my will!
"You don't hate me anymore?"
"Mm... nope... Honest. Ok?"
"I see..."
He pressed his lips to my heart. For the past 10 years, he's always been truthful to me.
"Even if I do something terrible or unforgivable, you have to keep loving me alright...?"