Thorn Lily Chapter 16 Part 1
I just checked: Jaejoong's past will be revealed in Chapter 18! We're nearly there hehe~
In the end he didn't hold my hand as we walked into the house, but the ring he gave me brought me comfort just like his hands did. On the way home, his hand never strayed from mine as he drove - it looked really cute! The warmth from his hand lingered on mine and I went into the house feeling blissful and contented. But as I stepped in, my sensitive nose told me that something about the house smelled different. Other than the fact that I bathed in the hotel, more importantly, she's not home!
It's the weekends so even the maid is gone, and the house seemed unusually quiet. Even Yunho didn't seem to know where Suh-hee went! Did she find anything suspicious while we weren't home? Or did a burglar break in when she wasn't around? Or was she kidnapped? I shook my head at my overactive imagination and went into the kitchen. It looked so clean, as if nothing had happened there yesterday.
I wonder what ran through her mind when she saw the mess in the kitchen? She was the one who ran off with my Yunho to attend that stupid gathering while I was asleep, causing me to be caught by my uncle. I turned and gave Yunho, who was dressed in a smart suit, a most dazzling smile. How should I explain to her about the broken glass in the bin? And the wound on my arm? I'd almost forgotten that my arm was wounded. Ah! I know. This is all your fault, Lee Suh-hee! You're the wicked person who's pushing me back into hell!
"Can't we go out for lunch?"
"We can't be sure that we'll get back here before she does."
"Oh... but I hate this place. I want to go out!"
He'd been sitting at the sofa, trying to call Suh-hee. Hearing my outburst, he sighed and put down the phone. I stuck out my lower lip and gave him a sad pout. I hate it when you're concerned about her. He patted the seat next to him, motioning me to sit. I sat down like a good boy and almost immediately his arms grabbed me and held me by my arms and waist.
"Mm... I want to go out. Can we?"
"You hate this house? Does that mean you hate Suh-hee too?"
I was rendered speechless by his extremely frank question. I pulled my arm free from his embrace and glared at him.
"You know how I feel about her, and you're still asking? You bad man! Always laughing at me when I try to explain myself, as if I'm an idiot..."
"But it's cute! It's so rare to see you flustered!"
"Yah!!!!"
He's always like this! Ever since we entered university he'd been ignoring my pride, laughing at me like an evil person! Yunho, the outstanding ex-student council president who excelled at university too, he could never understand how I feel, how jealous I felt.
I buried my face in my arms, feeling his breath on my forehead as he laughed at me. He tried to pull my arms away to kiss me and I kept hiding from him, but as it turned out he was more stubborn than I was. When he finally planted a small kiss on my mouth, I started protesting again.
"Ugn... Stop it! I don't..."
"I can't kiss you whenever I want from now. Will you be able to withstand it?"
"But still! Aigoo... I told you no..."
He swallowed whatever I wanted to say, his tongue finding its way into my mouth. It's true, we don't have much time to waste. So I gave up resisting in the end and ran my hands over the back of his head, my waist automatically arching towards him. Our breaths quickened and his hands naturally drifted to the small of my back, sliding up my shirt and caressing my backside.
When our lips finally separated, his eyes burned into mine with need. He looks like a small child. I started biting his lower lip, sucking... exhaling breaths of desire all over him... Ah... I want more... more... fiercer...
"Hnn..."
I turned and licked his chin, my tongue moistening his slight stubble. His hands were rubbing my butt furiously and my shirt was open. Desire burned within me; I want him. I want to be loved thoroughly by him.
I desired him like a beast, calling out his name repeatedly. He pulled my hair, lost in his passion, as if he was replying me. I lifted my head and gazed at him. Aigoo! He looks really dangerous!
"Are you worried?"
He violently kissed my lips while I was still in a daze, his teeth clashing against mine. When he pinned me to the sofa I felt a wave of panic and instinctively raised my kness to his chest. He pushed my knees down with his body weight, squeezing in between my thighs, ignoring any resistance from me. He tore off my shirt and licked my belly button mischievously, numbing me, making me want more. But I was so afraid that she might suddenly return so I kept trying to push him off me, calling his name, hoping he would stop. But then he started teasing my erect nipples with his fingers and nibbling them, draining all my strength and will to stop him.
"Where were you when I got married...? Jaejoong ah... answer me, hm?"
Ah... is he... regretting what he did? Really...? He gazed into my eyes; is he blaming me for not being by his side? Or is he angry? He unziped his pants and pulled everything down, his erection springing out. He desres me too, like he only has eyes for me. I'm still worried that she might wlak in on us though, and I'm afraid of what he'll do if that happens.
"Why were you there... hm? Jaejoong ah... why were you so far from me...?"
Have you forgotten about my crime? Have you really forgotten that I'm a sinner? Or... do you love me even though I did something so unforgivable? I really, really love Yunho! Have you returned to your old self, that Jung Yunho who belongs to me and only me? I... I'm beyond happy. How I wish you could enter me right now, and stay inside forever! And just let your flaming heart scorch my sin to ashes!
The Yunho I'd missed so much, the Yunho baptised by a decade of love. He's once more the Jung Yunho who belongs to Kim Jaejoong. I'd always been doubting this love, but now he's proving our love to me with his passion, proving that his heart is in my clutches again. This isn't an illusion anymore; it's reality.
In the end he didn't hold my hand as we walked into the house, but the ring he gave me brought me comfort just like his hands did. On the way home, his hand never strayed from mine as he drove - it looked really cute! The warmth from his hand lingered on mine and I went into the house feeling blissful and contented. But as I stepped in, my sensitive nose told me that something about the house smelled different. Other than the fact that I bathed in the hotel, more importantly, she's not home!
It's the weekends so even the maid is gone, and the house seemed unusually quiet. Even Yunho didn't seem to know where Suh-hee went! Did she find anything suspicious while we weren't home? Or did a burglar break in when she wasn't around? Or was she kidnapped? I shook my head at my overactive imagination and went into the kitchen. It looked so clean, as if nothing had happened there yesterday.
I wonder what ran through her mind when she saw the mess in the kitchen? She was the one who ran off with my Yunho to attend that stupid gathering while I was asleep, causing me to be caught by my uncle. I turned and gave Yunho, who was dressed in a smart suit, a most dazzling smile. How should I explain to her about the broken glass in the bin? And the wound on my arm? I'd almost forgotten that my arm was wounded. Ah! I know. This is all your fault, Lee Suh-hee! You're the wicked person who's pushing me back into hell!
"Can't we go out for lunch?"
"We can't be sure that we'll get back here before she does."
"Oh... but I hate this place. I want to go out!"
He'd been sitting at the sofa, trying to call Suh-hee. Hearing my outburst, he sighed and put down the phone. I stuck out my lower lip and gave him a sad pout. I hate it when you're concerned about her. He patted the seat next to him, motioning me to sit. I sat down like a good boy and almost immediately his arms grabbed me and held me by my arms and waist.
"Mm... I want to go out. Can we?"
"You hate this house? Does that mean you hate Suh-hee too?"
I was rendered speechless by his extremely frank question. I pulled my arm free from his embrace and glared at him.
"You know how I feel about her, and you're still asking? You bad man! Always laughing at me when I try to explain myself, as if I'm an idiot..."
"But it's cute! It's so rare to see you flustered!"
"Yah!!!!"
He's always like this! Ever since we entered university he'd been ignoring my pride, laughing at me like an evil person! Yunho, the outstanding ex-student council president who excelled at university too, he could never understand how I feel, how jealous I felt.
I buried my face in my arms, feeling his breath on my forehead as he laughed at me. He tried to pull my arms away to kiss me and I kept hiding from him, but as it turned out he was more stubborn than I was. When he finally planted a small kiss on my mouth, I started protesting again.
"Ugn... Stop it! I don't..."
"I can't kiss you whenever I want from now. Will you be able to withstand it?"
"But still! Aigoo... I told you no..."
He swallowed whatever I wanted to say, his tongue finding its way into my mouth. It's true, we don't have much time to waste. So I gave up resisting in the end and ran my hands over the back of his head, my waist automatically arching towards him. Our breaths quickened and his hands naturally drifted to the small of my back, sliding up my shirt and caressing my backside.
When our lips finally separated, his eyes burned into mine with need. He looks like a small child. I started biting his lower lip, sucking... exhaling breaths of desire all over him... Ah... I want more... more... fiercer...
"Hnn..."
I turned and licked his chin, my tongue moistening his slight stubble. His hands were rubbing my butt furiously and my shirt was open. Desire burned within me; I want him. I want to be loved thoroughly by him.
I desired him like a beast, calling out his name repeatedly. He pulled my hair, lost in his passion, as if he was replying me. I lifted my head and gazed at him. Aigoo! He looks really dangerous!
"Are you worried?"
He violently kissed my lips while I was still in a daze, his teeth clashing against mine. When he pinned me to the sofa I felt a wave of panic and instinctively raised my kness to his chest. He pushed my knees down with his body weight, squeezing in between my thighs, ignoring any resistance from me. He tore off my shirt and licked my belly button mischievously, numbing me, making me want more. But I was so afraid that she might suddenly return so I kept trying to push him off me, calling his name, hoping he would stop. But then he started teasing my erect nipples with his fingers and nibbling them, draining all my strength and will to stop him.
"Where were you when I got married...? Jaejoong ah... answer me, hm?"
Ah... is he... regretting what he did? Really...? He gazed into my eyes; is he blaming me for not being by his side? Or is he angry? He unziped his pants and pulled everything down, his erection springing out. He desres me too, like he only has eyes for me. I'm still worried that she might wlak in on us though, and I'm afraid of what he'll do if that happens.
"Why were you there... hm? Jaejoong ah... why were you so far from me...?"
Have you forgotten about my crime? Have you really forgotten that I'm a sinner? Or... do you love me even though I did something so unforgivable? I really, really love Yunho! Have you returned to your old self, that Jung Yunho who belongs to me and only me? I... I'm beyond happy. How I wish you could enter me right now, and stay inside forever! And just let your flaming heart scorch my sin to ashes!
The Yunho I'd missed so much, the Yunho baptised by a decade of love. He's once more the Jung Yunho who belongs to Kim Jaejoong. I'd always been doubting this love, but now he's proving our love to me with his passion, proving that his heart is in my clutches again. This isn't an illusion anymore; it's reality.