i reach for the lord and i'm deceived

[eggsandsausage]

"I cringe at love
To love is to lose
To sleep is to dream
That dream is a lie
Deceiver
Crawls back from the light
Innocence raped
A child has seen this world
A river of blood will flow between us
Never to speak
Choke on your words
Cast down from the hand that feeds me
Broken chains
Nothing remains except
The hate that freed me
Bought it all
Blackened soul never saved
Face me
I reach for the lord and I’m deceived
He mocks in vain
Carry my soul away
He mocks in vain
Crucifix she kneels
I see her god with jealousy
Slits my wrists
Reach for the lord as he mocks in vain
Mary, mother who bares the second child of
The afterbirth of satan
Vomit forth the bastard son
One without guidance, one who will see this world
Through my eyes
Love
Sin is addiction for souls of destruction
My sanity melts away with pain
The walls between my sanity melts with pain."