heechul and sulli
Title: Wait and See (8/?)
Pairing Heechul x Sulli (Henry x Amber. Hangeng x Heechul)
Rating: R
Genre: Angst, Drama, Romance
Disclaimer: Super Junior, F(x), SHINee, and anyone one else in this story are under contract with SM not with me.
Summary: ...Because a 28 year old can't enter into a relationship with a 16 year old without some repercussions.
Prologue - .Do It Chu~!
Previous Chapters - Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5 Chapter 6 Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Waking up with Sulli's warm body in his arms, and her legs tangled in his, made Heechul realize how much he missed it. She wasn't the hard body he was used to but she had a niceness all on her own. He found himself turning onto his back and bringing the teenaged girl up so that her head rested on his chest. He stroked one of her bare arms underneath the blanket and watched as the morning sun now pouring in through a peek in his curtains illuminated her innocent face.
A person's sleeping face can shed years off of them and Heechul could feel the moral implications as he watched his bed partner. She moaned a little, snuggling into his chest further and he in turn tightened his arms around her, dipping a hand beneath her shirt to rub along the small of her back.
It was then that she opened her eyes, a small smile tugging at her lips.
"Morning," she greeted, before covering her mouth in a yawn. Afterwards she looked around, blinking her sleep away before suddenly stiffening in his arms. "Oh.My. God! It's morning!"
Heechl sighed as Sulli sat up suddenly, breaking free of his hold and rolled out of bed, collecting some of her clothing articles from the floor and putting them on. He watched silently, arms folded behind his head as she ran around like a headless chicken.
"Oppa, can you take me home?" she glanced at the clock. "It's not even seven yet I can probably get in before anyone wakes up if we hurry!"
Heechul sighed and grumbling something about wanting to sleep in, he laid back down, pulling up his blanket to his shoulders.
"Oppa~!" Sulli climbed back on the bed, shaking his shoulder. "Really!"
"Ok, ok," Heechul said, sitting up. "I was just joking anyway. Let's go."
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Needless to say, Heechul was not surprised when he later found out about Sulli's punishment. He merely shrugged it off. He'd see her enough at work anyway and he could likely use the time to think.
Actually thinking was definitely something he wanted to avoid in the first place right? Wasn't that why he needed Sulli?
Heechul shook his head at that. He didn't need Sulli just like he didn't need him. He could walk out of her life as easily as he did to him. But Heechul wouldn't do that to her. He was a better man. Right?
Heechul scoffed. Yes, he was a better man for basically sleeping with a junior in his company, a teenager at that. Yes, the better man. But even if he told himself to stop he found he didn't want to. He found himself leading her into a dark practice room and pinning her against a mirror with his kisses.
It wouldn't stop. He didn't want it to stop because being stagnant would make the thoughts come back and then the pain would come back and that was no good.
Circles. He was going in circles.
But do you even like her?
Heechul didn't even want to answer that.
The right answer was that it had to stop. If all other answers fell short of being reason enough why he should stop there was one reason that won every argument. She was a kid. She wasn't old enough for what he was putting her through. Even if it were someone mature like BoA it wouldn't be fair, but to do this to a kid? It was absolutely wicked.
But she had made the first move hadn't she?
Heechul thought back to the day that changed everything. He honestly never saw Sulli as anything more than a little sister at that point, but when she dared kiss him there was something in her boldness that set his senses on fire.
But still, it was irrelevant. Even if she made the first move he was the adult and to be held responsible. He should already count his blessings Victoria hadn't already bitten his head off about having Sulli out so late.
She was a kid and so this had to stop. End of story.
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Heechul was in one of SM's smaller practice rooms with his good friend Jungmo. The younger guitarist was sitting in a chair nearby strumming at his guitar. It was a practice room set up specifically for musical instruments and thus much smaller than the dancing rooms and sound proof to boot.
He watched as Jungmo's fingers worked the along the fret board with grace, a look of ecstasy painting the guitarist's expression. Heechul found himself envying Jungmo in that moment. While the Super Junior member's mind was a raging storm Jungmo's seemed empty really.
A few minutes Jungmo seemed to come down from his euphoria, his fingers stilling and eyelids fluttering open, to catch Heechul's burning gaze on him.
"What goes through your mind... When you're playing like that?" the elder of the two asked.
Jungmo shrugged, uncrossing his legs and stretching them outwards. "Depends on the song."
He then began casually playing the chords in Don't Don.
"But most of the time I don't really think of anything... I guess my fingers just move on their own,"Jungmo said. "Isn't it the same when you sing? Dance?"
Heechul shrugged, "Even if my body is moving on my own my mind can think of other things too... Like wondering if I left the water running or what to do after schedules."
Jungmo merely smiled back in a way that made Heechul want to punch the guitarist in the face.
But he didn't.
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It was getting late and Heechul had Youngstreet that night so it was best he got dinner while he could. He invited Jungmo along but the guitarist declined which was fine with the singer. He gathered his things and went on his way trying to decide between sitting down for something nice or picking up something quick and eating at the studio.
As he was thinking these things and coming near a bend in the hallway he heard giggling voices; one which he could recognize right away.
"Oppa! I want something with strawberries!"
Without thinking Heechul's trademark smirk slipped into place as he rounded the corner, coming across Sulli as expected and... Taemin. Heechul felt his smirk slip somewhat into a grimace as his eyes narrowed slightly.
The SHINee member and Sulli were walking arm and arm down the hall, smiling at each other along the way, not even paying attention to where they were going.
"I think they should have that," the young man was saying, bringing an eye smile to Sulli's face.
Heechul cleared his throat, smirk falling right back into place and causing his two juniors to halt and notice him.
"Oppa!" Sulli gasped.
"Hyung," Taemin greeted, looking suddenly flustered and sending a nervous glance towards Sulli that didn't go unnoticed by the older.
"Oh, so what's this? A date?" Heechul teased, eyeballing the two.
"No, oppa! We're just friends!" Sulli said, letting go of Taemin's arm quickly as if it were the plague. "Uhm, are you about to go out too?"
"Yeah," Heechul replied, pushing back some of his hair. "I have youngstreet this evening so I need to be on my way."
He grinned impishly at the pair, "Don't do anything I wouldn't do, kids."
He expected Taemin to go red but what he didn't expect was Sulli to blush as well. It irritated him and he couldn't place why. He just knew he didn't have the patience to tease them any longer. With no other words, he continued on by, ruffling Sulli's hair as he passed.
Heechul didn't realize how fast his heart was beating until he made it outside. Immediately, his phone began to buzz. He whipped it out with a curse.
FROM: Sulli
Message: It's not a date! We're really just friends ><;;
"Tch," Heechul sucked his teeth and stuffed the phone back in his pocket without even bothering to reply. "Like I care. I don't fucking care."
To be continued...
AN: thanks for reading >< wah i fail at Heechul xD