Man guys I am so glad that this came from inside me. At first I was trying to hard to write this then it just came from inside so easily. Once again this is just a poem and it DOES HELP so if you get offended O'well. This is how I feel and this is my journal and I can put up anything I feel is appropriate. Here goes. Constructive critsicm is wanted ( Read more... )

I realy don't know where to begin so I'll just start from the begining. So here I am hanging out with this girl hearing from everyone even her that she wants nothing more than friends but when me and her are alone her eyes and her actions say the exact opposite. I don't know what to beleive so like I do ALL THE TIME I beleive what I want wich is ( Read more... )

Time to let go ( Read more... )

I just want everyone who reads this to know that I am fine and that this is just how I feel right now and not to get all concerned because I can make my own decisions and take care of my emotions ( Read more... )

Well people I must say that I am still happier than I have ever been in a long time but i just went through this faze of starting to get feelings for kahla again but I am glad to say that I am not gonna go back out with her again but I do want to be her friend. It's pretty much on her right now so w/e happens happens. I have to work tonight so this ( Read more... )

Hey I just wanted pretty much to tell everyone that I got one of those cell phone things. The day was realy good on the most part. I made a realization of somthing that I didn't want to except but I think it was for the best that it happened and if anyone wants to give me a call the number is 944-3637. Now i gotta get ready for fucking work. PEACE

Just so everyone knows these arn't in any particulare order and if I forget you either you arn'e my friend or I just don't care about you,j/k I'm sorry if I forget you ( Read more... )

Man, I have been so fucking beezy lately it's rediculous, but I must say I am the happiest I have EVER BEEN in a long long time. I got an excellent job at First Solar, a factory job I make solar panels at. Pay is fucking great and benifits are awsome. I don't have a girlfriend right now and I'm not looking for one but I usually meet someone I like ( Read more... )

Feeling like shit right now for what I did to someone I said I respected. I fucked up like always. I'm just not cut out to do anything right I guess. PEACE OUT!

Well first of all i was gonna make the title longer but it wouldnt let me so fuck it.Anyways u r prolly wondering why i am going to prom this year right? It's not because im a loser or anything.....well at least not the main reason. The main reason is because i promised my friends i would come this year last year at prom because it was so much ( Read more... )