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Title: History
Rating: R... hard R
Genre: Drama, Romance, Angst
Pairings: 2U, yunjae
Warnings: sex
Chapter 1 - Jealousy
There was something completely intoxicating about Yunho's dick. There had to be. Because never in a million years did Yoochun ever think he would become so enraptured by the feeling of being filled with one. But he did, he loved it, savoring every centimeter of that gorgeous length.
Of course Yoochun had seen dicks before, he had one himself. But Yunho's was Yunho's and it was what he needed. And right now that's what he was getting as he was pounded face first into his bed. His mouth was hanging wide open not even minding the mess of drool he was making against his pillow as he tried to keep his senses.
"Yunho," Yoochun whined, swallowing deeply, turhing his head, and reaching behind him, trying to grip at his lover's hip.
"What, babe?" Yunho asked, sounding like he was in deep concentration, not even slowing.
Yoochun dropped his head back against the pillow, squeezing his eyes shut and un consciously spreading his legs even further.
"Fuck... Yunho."
And then he felt Yunho pulling away. Yoochun grabbed at his pillow wiggling his ass in the air.
"Yunho," he whined. He turned to see Yunho had leaned back against the headboard, stroking his length.
"Come here."
Yoochun wasted no time, crawling over on his legs and straddling the older man. In seconds Yoochun was impaling himself on that dick he loved so much, his head falling back and adam's apple bobbing. Yunho latched his mouth to that neck as once again they began to move.
It was only afterwards, when the lust filled haze began to dissapate and he watched Yunho searching their shared room for his clothing that the self loathing began to consume him. Yunho could call it passion if he wanted but Yoochun knew it for what it really was. Their previous coupling was steming from his jealousy.
It was hard not to be jealous when everyone seemed to believe Yunho and Jaejoong to be the better couple. The fans thought so, and the SM staff, labelmates and even members joked about it. It had been easy to ignore his boyfriend's past with Heechul. Not only was the older man in a completely different group but he also dated a string of people after so-called NoKy became a reality. In fact Heechul seemed more relieved that Yunho didn't choose Jaejoong than anything else.
Jaejoong was a whole different beast. Jaejoong had become his friend, his soulmate but unbeknowst to the elder, also his rival. Unlike Heechul Jaejoong didn't go on to date other people and it was hard to miss the affection Yunho had for him, the lust in his eyes during photo shoots, or the way Jaejoong sometimes shied away from Yunho like a school girl adding fuel to Yoochun's insecurities. Yoochun always felt he didn't belong in Yunho's world, that Yunho had a type that definitely wasn't him. Why did Jaejoong have to pester him with that?
That morning during the photoshoot the way Yunho gazed at Jaejoong during his solo shots had Yoochun seeing green. The way Jaejoong gushd over Yunho's had him seeing red. It was unhealthy but the only thing he knew was as soon as they stepped into the dorm he was tugging his boyfriend into their shared room, much to the amusement of the other members.
Normally people commented that Yoochun's feelings were transparent. But if they were wouldn't the teasing stop? The "umma/appa" jokes, calling Jaejoong the wife of his boyfriend. Couldn't they see that despite his laughter it hurt his feelings. He was Yunho's other half, no one else. Yunho chose him why couldn't the world see that.
The one time he brought it up to Yunho, he only laughed.
"Didn't we all agree it was best if the fans believed yunjae? It works and no one suspects us, right?"
Yoochun only whined, "Yes but even the people who should know think you're with him not me!"
Yunho only smiled at that, stroking his cheek and calling him cute. Sure it made him blush but it was frustrating as well.
Yoochun feigned sleep as Yunho finished freshening up and getting ready for his next schedule. He didn't get up until he heard the front door of the dorm slamming shut signaling his boyfriend's departure. With that he got out of bed, cleaned up and then went into the kitchen to get dinner. It was already pretty late anyway.
When he entered he found Jaejoong at the stove preparing some food. Yoochun was glad he wouldn't have forage for food like a vagabond but at the same time harbored his grudge from earlier that day.
"You look better," Jaejoong commented, looking over at the younger member as he slid onto one of the barstools at the counter.
"I guess," Yoochun replied, and Jaejoong set a cup in front of him and poured him some plum tea. "Thanks."
"Trouble in paradise?" Jaejoong asked, returning to his cooking.
Yoochun chuckled that it would be Jaejoong of all people who would ask that question.
"No, I just didn't get enough sleep."
"By the sounds of things, Yunho didn't help you much with that this afternoon either."
Yoochun had to put down his tea to keep from choking. "Hyung!" he gasped. "You pervert! Why are you listening?"
"What? I can't help it. You two were acting like you were the only ones in the dorm today. Mind you only Junsu had schedules right after the shoot today so our poor maknae is once again scarred for life. I had to rescue him from the corner where he was chanting 'i don't like men I don't like men'."
"I..."
"Maybe we should just have you two get rid of that headboard..."
"I can't believe this."
"You act like you're talking about this with your mom! It's ok to talk about these things with me, you know," Jaejoong rolled his eyes. "Besides it's not like Yunho has anything I haven't seen before."
And there it was. The reminder of Jaejoong and Yunho's past. Jaejoong hadn't said it in any special way to hint that it was a jab. It was stated matter of factly, as if stating the weather but Yoochun couldn't help the next thing he said.
"Yeah, but a lot has changed since then. It was years ago," Yoochun shot back.
Jaejoong looked up from his pot, shrugging in his own little way, a slight thoughtful smile on his face, "Yeah... years."
It unsettled Yoochun, and he didn't want to dwell on it.
"I'm going out!" Yoochun announced, standing up and downing the rest of his tea.
"What about dinner?" Jaejoong asked.
"I'll be eating out. You and Changminnie shouldn't wait up for me," he said rushing out the door.
Jaejoong crossed his arms and shook his head.
"Why do I even bother?" he sighed, retuning to cooking the meal only 2 of the 5 would eat.
-to be continued-