honestly does anyone have any really really realllllyyy good suggestions for music to listen to when your really messed up...too feel happy, or just to make you feel weird. im looking for anythign from Rap with good bass, to emo that makes me wanna sing along, to weird techno beats, to emo-techno songs, to very banging breakdowns ( Read more... )

I dont know what i am trying to say.
Stencil in your heart, into anothers hands.
And you say it best...my heart your hands.

Can you feel it burn? Burn inside your heart. Close your eyes, and think of me. Im taking back everything.

I cant forget your face.
I cant forget what youve said.
I cant erase the memories.
Its like running from a ghost.I ( Read more... )

"i'm the kind of kid that cant let anything go"

egon1031 (2:14:23 AM): I LIKE FUCKING DRINKING.
staticframe (2:14:26 AM): hell yes
egon1031 (2:14:27 AM): lets just go with that

perfect.
enuff said...
SoCo is back this week. with some limes :)
Drank a lot of Alize this weekend and it was amazing. <==alcoholic slurpees ( Read more... )

i think im insane.

the end.

ONLY 3 MORE DAYS UNTIL MY STREAK HITS 200.

i wish i could have a way to figure out how many more days i have until i go completley insane.

work in the morning... aka... 3 hours and 15 min. from now. will not be fun.

napping? or not?! i donno yet.

everyone's 'american hero / underdog / the guy who overcame all the odds' used drugs.

wow.

proving that an essential part of the american dream is drugs... AMAZING.

today i am off. right now its a little after 6am. john brought my cell charger over around 2am-ish so thats fixed, everyone can call/text me again. i plan on going to julies apartment sometime this week cause its awesome there. right now me and john are stil up.... finished off the rest of the SoCo and we are probably going to O[scene] City soon ( Read more... )

well, last night i tied my previous, ridiculous streak of drinking at 184. tonight/now its morning, i upped it to 185. from the time my first 184 ended in febuary... til this streak started there was approx. 3-4 days of not drinking, cause i was working like non-stop at walgreens, overnights and days and all.. then i got drunk 2 nights...then 3-4 ( Read more... )

TUESDAY!!! i'm off! all day!!!
if it is nice weather and all...actually i dont even care.

I want to spend a day at the shore. as in more then just a few hours walking around the boards and on the shore...

i wanna go find the weird areas at one of the beaches.

Who wants to go to Seaside?????i'll make the long drive... get at me, tonight or ( Read more... )