Comments | egotistgirl: car troubles

egotistgirl

car troubles

Oct 04, 2002 10:49

so my car is in the shop today since it is getting an oil change and having the brakes checked out and i get the honor of driving my mom's rental car. (her car is in the shop as well since a fucking huge ass tree fell on it a few weeks ago during that really windy day and collapsed the roof) so she has a toyota corolla as her rental ( Read more... )

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I hear you.... frog9679 October 4 2002, 10:43:07 UTC

I know exactly what you mean.... I hate that I can't even remember how my dad sounded. My mom doesn't really ever talk about him, except to refer to him as "your father", which I hate. You know I don't have strong religious beliefs either, but I like to think that he is somewhere and knows what's going on with my life, because it sucks to think that he might not. I don't think you can know your parents as people until you are an adult, and we kinda missed out on that.... Whenever I think of Wally, which I do from time to time, I will always remember 2 things: how whenever he saw me he called me Cameron, shook my hand and said Bonjour! and that whatever movie we were watching and he came in, you always told him it was a musical :)

Re: I hear you.... egotistgirl October 4 2002, 11:03:46 UTC

thank you for sharing those memories camo. i remember times like that about him, especially the "no dad, we are watching a musical, not R rated movies"lol like basic instinct or sliver haha

it sucks that we have such a sad thing in common but at least we can relate to each other and we will always have this bond, along with many others that make our friendship into the amazing one it has developed into over the years.

i totally forget my dad's voice and its so scary since i never thought i would forget something so basic. but daniela told me something wise earlier and said that the physical attributes are the least important part to remember because our dads are with us regardless of what specific physical traits we can recollect. like its times when we are like somewhere notice something that our dad would point out to us or notice that we realize that they are still with us...wherever the hell they are...maybe my dad is taking yours to sweden for some smoked herring and then they go back to london for a pint ;.-)

fakeplasticshe October 4 2002, 12:14:30 UTC

Babe I wish I had an answer to ease your pain, fears or anything else that might be on your mind, but I'm afraid that all I have to offer in times like this is all my love and attention, an ear to listen. I don't consider myself as a religious person either(my mom is sitting right next to me, she would sacrifice me on the spot if she read that) but I do believe in heaven. Not as in the heaven versus hell definition church wants to shove down our throats, but I want to believe that there's something after you die, that it all makes sense you know. Also, I find it striking how people look so relieved and blissful when they're dead. Not that I've witnessed a lot of deaths but you know what I mean. So it seems to be hinting that there is a better kind of existence beyond this one. And I'm sure that your dad is watching over you, wherever he is, and he must be very proud. If you ever need to talk, you know I'm here for you angel. I wish I could take all the sadness away from your life. I love you baby, so much.

egotistgirl October 5 2002, 10:11:18 UTC

honey, I love you with all of my heart. you DO ease all of my fears and worries and i totally feel so safe coming to you when i have things on my mind. thanks for being such an amazing part of my life and just being you because you are perfection in its purest form. perfect in every way=Charlotte. I mean it angel, you are by far the the most incredible person in the whole world and you have made my life such a beautiful one. i wish you could have known my dad since i'm sure he would have adored you, as i do so much. but wherever he is, as long as he knows i am happy and have found the love of my life, then i would be happy. Je t'aime bebe.

And now...a comment from candi.... bluechaos October 4 2002, 17:01:17 UTC

1.)Yes the corolla is a teenie car if you drive a big honkin jeepster :) Your jeep is the king by the way. I think you should call it Elvis...Or Don...like Don King...or Martin Luther King jr.....or ( ... )

Re: And now...a comment from candi.... egotistgirl October 5 2002, 10:13:43 UTC

fah christ, you have to go ahead and write the sweetest comment evah and i am supposed to know how to respond to it lol. im joking, but seriously, thanks for writing what you did, it meant a lot to me and thanks for being such a wonderful person. i like that you said that i have his calmness, that means so much to me. i am so different from my mom (Bets, thanks fah these!) and i am just hoping that the qualities that i do have, i maybe inherited from my dad. that would be so ideal and wherever he is, as long as he knows i think about him often and that i am happy, then i will be content...thanks so much candi, seriously :-)

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egotistgirl October 7 2002, 09:39:08 UTC

hey buddy,

aww what you said is so sweet. thanks so much. yeah i guess i could relate my being lucky to my dad like keeping a watchful eye on me. but i have never had any set beliefs related to what happens to people when they die, if there is a heaven or hell etc. so its hard to grasp the fact that he exists somewhere else and possibly still able to protect my mom and i. who knows, but i wish i could like have a seance or something, you know like a psyhic thing so i could get to talk to him. i don't even know if i believe in that shit, but its something you know? would you ever be into checking out something like that with me? it could be fun. i think that the tremont tea room downtown does that. like i said, i don't fully believe in it, but its worth a shot, you know?
but seriously, you are awesome, thanks for saying what you did. you are a wonderful friend and im so happy to have you in my life!!! =)

~Love, patzz~

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egotistgirl October 7 2002, 12:41:06 UTC

buddy, who is this john edwards guy? i have never heard of him, but he sounds really interesting. i would love to check it out. is he in boston? or it a show on tv?

i really want to go to the tremont, when you go by there today, could you grab me a brochure? i need to know prices and things. thanks pal!!!

actually buddy, i just went to the web site and here it is the price list:
tremont tea room