Ryan the area director was in town this week giving some executive training seminars. This past week, and the week before, I did as much business combined as I did my first week out. "Hey Alyssa, nice job two weeks ago," was his comment. Eat a dick, Ryan! is what I thought ( Read more... )

Some things are really bugging me right now.

Maybe it's just some kind of guilt complex, but since Cheri & I had that blowout, nothing feels the same between us. Whenever she calls me I tense up and wonder what did I do now when nothing else has really happened. Neither one of us has any free time these days, and she's so damned flighty about what ( Read more... )

I am a record breaker.

The area director loves me.

I got paid FOUR FIGURES in one check.

That's all I have the energy to mention right now.

"I don't think that's a fluke."

(explain later)

This shit is off the chain fucking ridiculous right now. I could cry but I'm too mad and too tired.

I DEMAND INSTANT PROFICIENCY

I also demand that I uh, get paid.

Gregg would tell me all the time that I'm competitive. I never thought so until recently. I guess it matters when I'm given something to compete for. A five dollar gift card to spend in my own store doesn't really do it for me. A 6% quarterly production bonus? Hell yes ( Read more... )

I am so freaking out right now. I don't think it's possible for me to NOT freak out. I'm afraid of my clients. I think I have to start thinking of us as friends until they prove otherwise.

I really don't know how I'll feel about this after next week. I'm trying to hold on to the excitement I felt when I started, and over all the things I know this will afford me ( Read more... )

Yesterday was my first day of actual work. It was twelve hours. That's long ( Read more... )

The later it gets in the evening, the crazier the things I think ( Read more... )

Nothing bad happened ( Read more... )