"I know I can stop the pain if I will it all away" yeah right, I wish. (it's long really long!!!!!!)

May 10, 2004 16:32

"I know I can stop the pain, if I will it all away, if I will it all away...." (evanescence, WHSPER is now my theme song.... look up the lyrics if you haven't heard it, you'll see why...) yeah right, if that were true, i would be the happiest person in the world. Read on, you'll see what I mean, It may not seem like it in the beginning, but you'll ( Read more... )

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ugh mewsicfreak May 10 2004, 14:16:29 UTC
How come you're online but not? LoL!

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Hey, girl mewsicfreak May 10 2004, 14:19:01 UTC
You should know by now I'm always here for ya......He's gotten what what he deserves...losing you...any guy that off the hook and out of control is dangerous in the long run, I've watched it happen with friends...it was a smart decision to get out before it turned into something else...
But remember, you can always call me, too, or ask ME to stop over...I'm not grounded from the phone :-D ROFL!
Love ya and hang in there...it all gets better...eventually...

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Re: Hey, girl egyptgoddess May 11 2004, 03:24:38 UTC
THnaks, and I know I can talk to to you, but, afterall, you ARE 18, and I AM 14, there IS a 4 year difference there, and, seeing as that difference exists, you have a life, and I sadly do not, and I don't want to take you away from that life to listen to my "middle school drama"

I do appreciate the offer, adn if you really are willing, you know where I live, I;m sure that lately, any given day you come over, I'll have something I'll need to talk about. Besides, I believe on Friday the plants come in, so you have to come over here to pick those up anyway... *winks*

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Re: Hey, girl mewsicfreak May 11 2004, 09:10:31 UTC
Haha no prob. Gimme a call when they're in...or any other time you need me there for ya. Chris has work most of the time so I'm usually on my own doing...well...NOTHING. So yeah, call me, dammit!
And what's the difference b/w me and Jess? She's even older...and you talk to her :-p
Doo doo doo...let's see, anything else? It would, however, help if I had my OWN cell phone instead of having to joust over mom and dad's all the time...Okkeee dokeee...
Love ya ttyl take care bye.

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Re: Hey, girl egyptgoddess May 11 2004, 17:05:57 UTC
Lol, k, I'll remeber that. And just to clear up your misconception, I don't talk to Jess, not about this kind of stuff, like I wrote, I don't really talk to anyone.

I wrote to Cassie today that I keep my problems in the back of my mind, wut with helping friends and all, but then my problems get bigger...... IDK IDK IDK

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egyptgoddess May 10 2004, 14:19:18 UTC
lol, cause I needed to get this out...

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scarlet_74_bo May 11 2004, 11:29:08 UTC
erika u can talk to me. i know ppl might get sick of this but i went thru that stuff too. guys r bitches, even tho i shouldn't b saying that considering i have a bf right now. but i mean the first time i broke up w/ trevor i had sasha do it bc i didn't ever want to have contact w/ him ever again. so sasha broke up w/ him for me and u know what he said? he said "GOOD!" and he and his friends high-fived and about 20 minutes later he asked me out for his friend.
but erika it was an act. i'm not sposed to know this but of course, me and my wisdom, i know anyways. he went into the bathroom and cried.

right so now i gtg but just know that joe may b hurting, if he has any feelings at all, but if he doesn't, then he's a bitch and u shouldn't care about him bc he's not worth your time.
I LOVE U IN A NON-GAY WAY!
~bo

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l_e_a_h May 11 2004, 14:04:26 UTC
erika, u can always open up 2 me and kaliegh!!! i had no idea u were this upset. i mean, i figured u were upset, but not this upset, and after reading ur list i understand why. that was some seriously jerky stuff joe did and i totally understand why u broke up with him, which i didnt in the first place, bcause i am a very superficial person and happy just 2 get jewelry at all, forget where it comes from. unless it was stolen. then i would have some moral issues with wearing it. i think. well, neway, just kno u can always talk 2 me about nething, my number is 892-5332 so call me whenever.
~Leah~

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egyptgoddess May 11 2004, 17:07:53 UTC
Hey! Thanks! I hate this. I can't talk on the phone on school nights, and noone is home on weekends.... DAMMITT!!!!!!!! g2g, gotta go finish algebra.. Damn, I hate it!

Love ya!

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egyptgoddess May 11 2004, 17:03:17 UTC
Hey! I had sasha do it for me too! Lol. Wow,creepy. Thanks, I really do love you guys!

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Excuse you? fires7orm May 13 2004, 03:11:27 UTC
What makes you think I wouldn't comment, dear? I realize that most of the god-fearing world thinks I'm a whoring bitch, *dammit. swearing in front of the children again. Shut up Don. Dammit Rem ( ... )

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Re: Excuse you? egyptgoddess May 13 2004, 16:25:49 UTC
Cool! I can call you dumbass? lol. Yeah, (ya getting permission to swear! lol)

You told me you didn't want me to know your name, so I have respected that, and I have not read your entries. I would like to, I'd like to know what my big sis is up to, but only if you give me the permission.

Love You!
Me

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Re: Excuse you? fires7orm May 13 2004, 16:38:58 UTC
Your big sis is up to things you better not be up to until you are thirty.

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Re: Excuse you? egyptgoddess May 13 2004, 16:40:21 UTC
lol, k, I'll keep that in mind....

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