its amazing how someone can be so self-defensive that they dont care how they make other people feel..amazing what people are becoming these days...

ahh..i dont want a social life..please take it away..i dont want it anymore! i want to be a little loner that sits under a tree at lunch and stares into the sky..and doesnt have to worry about all the ( Read more... )

i miss you alot, please be ok ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

i hope i dont get drunk because tht would suck.....and my house wont stop spinning..bad sign

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i had too much to driink...about 13 drinks..and threw up once..oh and my mom just pointed out tht ive been fainiting for the past 6 days..sadly i only remember passing out twice.

wtf, right when i need you the most, when i really really really really really really need you, youre not there ( Read more... )

faking a smile to get through the day, and pretending everything was fine, nothing there but painful truths trying not to cry, cant take it anymore, i dont want to know the truth, just tell me a lie so i dont have to worry about you, im doing whatever i can not to lose another friend, but i guess what i have isnt enough to fight against it, isnt ( Read more... )

today sucked sooo bad..it still does suck..i really need to do somehting to make me forget for a few minutes..i know ill never stop thinking about it..but i need to atleast try ( Read more... )

im changing the username for this....so expect a new one ( Read more... )

i hated today, i cried twice..once in 1st period then during the thingy in 4th, now im crying again...i really really dont wanna go to school tmrw, but i have to, k well gtg..my keyboard is drowning

my makeup is all over my face,

i cant stop crying...

my head is killing me,

my heart is beating really fast,

my mom thinks im crazy because my shirt is soaked with tears and im sitting infront of the computer staring blankly with puddles of tears flowing down my face not saying a word,

hes being sooo negative about it and its killing me, i dont ( Read more... )

Drinkn Till Noon: if i go...will you remember me?

that shouldnt even be a question..! if you were going anywhere of course i'll remember you!!<3333333 but your not ( Read more... )