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I've never seen a shooting star. Ever.

( Possibly TMI from here )

72 ounces of Rockstar later... and life is good.

So it's starting to hit home. I blame Drew. No, I take that back. He's the reason I brought this on myself. I think today was the first time I've talked to him since Christmas. Really talked to, not just the "Hey, how are you?" every two or three weeks online. Needless to say, he didn't know about my dad. Granted, I haven't been talking about it ( Read more... )

I don’t know what to think anymore. I used to think I was in control of my life, that I could have some say in what happened around me. Yeah, make that a resounding “No.” I wonder if this life is a massive game of tug-of-war. I was never good at that game. On one side is the ideal me: friendly, charismatic, and outgoing. The girl with good friends ( Read more... )

I think I made my brother cry today. There are occasions when I'd feel this is a good thing, but today I'm not so sure.

There are times when I think I'm chasing people. I'll try to make plans, and "we" will, yet somehow I end up getting blown off. The person just never shows. Or ignores me online when he (or she. "he" is just a universal person indicator in this case. not a specific person.) clearly is talking to other people. Or I'll call/text and somehow the phone ( Read more... )

I miss Joe.

Things are falling apart and I am refusing to admit how badly ( Read more... )

SO this has been a CRAZY few days. I have had visitors since FRIDAY, and I love it ( Read more... )

Things are settling down with me. Finally have things figured out with my father, so hopefully the family will be able to adjust to the changes and keep moving. It's been hard for all of us. I've been going home every weekend to clean up and check on my mom. It's not good for her to be by herself all the time ( Read more... )